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Break in the heat: Friday Update

25 Friday Sep 2026

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Writing, sick, we follow you in the dark, masque, summer, rewrite

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You’ve got to understand, it’s been SO HOT, y’all. So hot that normal late summer weather seems cool and refreshingly beautiful. This morning has been near perfect. Woke up early for pickleball (not crazy about the early, but it’s not terrible) during which the breeze seemed autumnal in comparison to the hot barely-breezes of the last few months, and I played pretty decently (last time a few weeks ago, I didn’t play well at all). Came home to dip in the cold water of the spa; it wasn’t even eighty outside yet. But after all this hot, being cold feels amazing, so I didn’t even mind. I read out there for an hour and could have stayed longer. Then straight into a hot shower that felt so good after the cold dip.

My cold has kicked my butt, but I’ve finally reached the tail end of it. I don’t sound good after all the coughing, but I feel so much better, so now the symptoms are just a nuisance and I can properly enjoy things again. Like the extra day off I took yesterday to help me get ahead on my writing, since I was going to be on vacation this week anyway. (We had to cancel.)

It’s been a while since I had a really good day. I’m probably going to crash here soon and need a nap, because I’m middle-aged, but damn, it’s been a good day so far.

News:

I got notice that my editor at Quill & Crow was going to start working on Masque soon, which is another reason I want to get ahead on this rewrite project. Once she’s finished with it, I’ll get to work. I’ll probably be working on it over my birthday. I can’t think of anything better. It’s slated to come out in 2027. Exciting, y’all!

Works in Progress:

The We Follow You in the Dark rewrite is galloping along at a terrific pace these last few days off, which has brought me to 48K words. I’m aiming for 53K by the end of the day. About seventy-five percent of it is adjusted transcription, following my new characters’ impulses and making small adjustments off the original text. But I’ve added about 10K of fully new text. If my patterns persist, I’ll probably cut about twenty percent of that off in edits. That means my final product will probably be longer than 60K words, which makes it a better length for a short novel than it started.

I’m expecting to finish the rewrite at about 65-70K words, though, which means I probably won’t finish by the end of the month, but the point of the extra day off yesterday was to get that completion date as close to the beginning of October as possible. I have two works to read in order to give some blurbs (the first time they’ve ever been requested from me) and want to get those done before the Masque edits begin.

Based on timing, I will probably not get to start The Twelfth Wife, which means that’ll be a 2027 project, along with an edit that I’m not talking about yet (even though I signed the contract), the rest of the Masque edits, and the next Thorns novel, which makes 2027 pretty dang heavy. I promised Totally Entwined a trilogy of short supernatural novels under my other name, and I need to get started on that probably after finishing the Masque edit, which adds more contractual edits to next year. Writing those novels should take me through the rest of this year, although I’m hoping to do a few short things in between. Still got some essays to knock off my list.

Books I’m Reading:

The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor
The Violence by Delilah S. Dawson
The Deep by Nick Cutter

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Pulse (2005)
Weapons
Monster Squad
Glass Onion

Halloween Baking Championship series
Best Medicine series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
America’s Got Talent series
Hawaii Five-O series
The Following series

Poem of the Week: (throwback from Sept 2022)

necromantic sighs under stormy skies
a bloody rose for the soulless
and shelley stones to roll over
if you need a helping hand
there are plenty to choose from
and diamonds to spare
for a pair of ghoulish hearts

Wearing jack-o’-lanterns: Friday Update

18 Friday Sep 2026

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horror novel, rewrite, sick, we follow you in the dark

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

This cold has been kicking my butt, for some reason, but I have made it to 33K on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite, hope to make it to 35K by the end of the day if I can avoid napping for too long. I’ve been getting a lot of sleep and reading plenty, which is uncommon for me. I hope I can sustain it when I can actually add cardio back into my routine.

I’m not sure if I’ll meet my goal of finishing by the end of the month. That disappoints me. But I don’t think it’ll take me much longer than that.

Books I’m Reading:

The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor
The Violence by Delilah S. Dawson
The Deep by Nick Cutter

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Enola Holmes 3
The First Omen
Gone Girl
Falling into Place
The Blackening
Best Medicine
series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
America’s Got Talent series
Hawaii Five-O series
The Following series

Poem of the Week: (throwback from Sept 2022)

do not concern yourself
with enigmatic words
of high-styled prescience
too often only understood
in hindsight or used
as a bludgeon by those
who fear what comes
or who would bring
what comes sooner
useless prognostication
or self-fulfilling prophecy

Manufacturing fall: Friday Update

11 Friday Sep 2026

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haunted house experience, horror novel, house-sitting, poem, sick, we follow you in the dark

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The pool spa is shaded in the mornings, and it was actually quite cool to dip in for the whole hour I was reading. When you get out and feel a breeze, it’s like having a little dose of fall in summer.

Plus, I’m writing a haunted experience novel and listening to Halloween. So it may be hot as hell here in Satan’s fajita skillet, but I try to make fall moments where I can. The brown leaves make me sad, though; that’s not fall, that’s tree exhaustion, and their distress distresses me.

News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

My body decided to catch another cold this week (I tested negative on all basic baddies). That’s two colds in four months, when I hadn’t otherwise gotten so much as a sniffle since starting the grocery gig. Still in the ‘feeling not quite like myself’ phase of it. Once I feel more like myself, despite persisting symptoms, I’ll probably be in a better place to push a little harder on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite. For now, I’m being as gentle as possible, because I’m only sleeping properly every other night.

I’ve made it to about 21K words, which I would say is about a third of the way through. If I had wanted to get through the whole thing by the end of house/pet-sitting, I would be disappointed. I still think I’ll be able to get it done before the end of the month.

Books I’m Reading:

The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor
The Violence by Delilah S. Dawson
The Deep by Nick Cutter

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Valentine
Immaculate
The Rite
The Long Walk
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Prelude to a Wedding

Ghosts (US) series
The Closer series
America’s Got Talent series
Hawaii Five-O series
Prodigal Son series (finished)
The Rookie series (finished)
The Following series

Poem of the Week:

squishy little yellow elephant
i thought i forgot you
left in a box in the burning attic
with the other memories
crinkle crinkle little star
your soft yellow legs took you so far
i don’t remember did i take you out?
did i leave the door open?
what else came through the door?

Gaslight and cobblestone: Friday Update

12 Friday Jun 2026

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Short Stories, Writing

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, gothic horror, may cooler heads prevail, short story, sick

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

I wanted to get two short stories written last weekend, but that didn’t happen, because on a road trip back home, the sun hits my computer screen, so I just tend to nap on the way back in an effort to avoid carsickness. I did end up finishing the second story on Wednesday, but I’ve discovered that writing in a 19th century gothic style really clashes with the aim of flash fiction, and it ended up too long. I think I can still manage the challenge, so I’ve started on another story that I hope will stay within the guidelines. I do love leaning into more complicated syntax, though. That was part of what I enjoyed about writing Masque.

I realized that, with May Cooler Heads Prevail finished and off my plate, I’m actually done with anything particularly demanding until I decide to take on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite or the Masque edits, whichever come first. Which means I can work on the creative non-fiction and horror essays that I can accomplish at my leisure, because I really am just doing them for fun.

I did get hit with a cold (antigen tests for anything serious came back negative) Monday evening and am still on the mend. It’s been a while since I’ve been sick, and even with a cold, it always feels like it knocks me right on my back. Honestly, if the congestion could just be managed, I’d feel so much more myself.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Thorns playlists
Poetry for the Poisoned by Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

The Three Caballeros
Lady and the Tramp
The Fall Guy
Fallen
Host (2020)
Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Key to the Castle
Hawaii Five-O series
Elsbeth series (finished)
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town series (finished)
Home Town: Inn This Together series

Poem of the Week:

Somehow shadows survive,
coalesce into penetrating
light of a thousand candles
burning upon a vile mess,
icing atop a foul concoction, combination
of filth, mucosal secretion, ectoplasmic
residue, baked in brimstone oven.
Make a wish, blow, conflagration.
Bring back the darkness.

A string of requiems: Friday Update

21 Friday Jun 2024

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Novels, Poetry, Writing

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all of us witches, masque, novel, poem, quill & crow, sestina, sick, small wonders magazine, vernal

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News:

Last year, I wrote one of my favorite long poems about the beauty, passions, and sorrows of the crone, set in a near-future fantasy world where feminine power is celebrated. It took a while, but “All of Us Witches” and its wonderfully me parentheticals found a home with Small Wonders Magazine. You can read it for free at the link.

The Table of Contents for Renascent: Crow Calls VI from Quill & Crow Publishing was revealed this week, too, and my poem “Vernal,” a sestina about a vicious spring, will be included in the anthology coming out July 15.

Works in Progress:

Last week was a mixed bag. Did a day trip for my nephew’s birthday party, which meant good writing both ways. I experience car sickness, but writing isn’t like reading because I’m not focused so much on the words I see, so car trips are good writing times, at least. However, I discovered on this trip that what I thought were allergies or a cold was actually the flu when a fever and accompanying headache hit. The next day, my brain couldn’t brain while it continued fighting the fever, so there was no writing of any kind. I started feeling better about Tuesday. I’m still recovering but nowhere near as mucosal, thank goodness, because I’m so annoying when I blow my nose. I’ve managed to get some good word counts in, despite dealing with the ambush of fatigue. However, as I type, my period’s starting, which isn’t going to help, either. I should be at about 90-95K words, but I’m at 87K, which still isn’t too shabby, all things considered. (I promise I’m resting.)

As things are, I’m not sure I will be able to finish writing Masque in time to do two rounds of edits before the end of the month, but I’m still going to try. As I’ve reached the last act, I’ve had to alter my outline, so the ending looks different than it did and is actually sooner than I thought it would be. It’s doable to finish in the next three days, I think, although to make the end of the month deadline, I’d need to be finished writing today, alas. I’ve accomplished a lot in the month so far, but naturally, all I can see is how I likely won’t meet my goal. Also won’t be able to write that short story I wanted to do for a deadline on the 23rd, but that’s okay.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Delain
Nightwish
Bach’s Requiem Mass
Mozart’s Requiem Mass
Baroque and other classical music playlists
Paganini vs Vivaldi

Things I’m Watching:

Volcano
Mirrors
Cabin Fever: Patient Zero

Under the Banner of Heaven series (finished)
Maryland series (finished)
Will Trent series (finished)
Kitchen Nightmares series
Summer Baking Championship series
The Amazing Race series
America’s Got Talent series
Abbott Elementary series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
Supernatural series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

these bizarre incidents have no explanation
officials say
citizens are urged to stay indoors after dark
and lock doors
close curtains and avoid looking at lights
in the sky
and should someone knock on your locked doors
do not open or
ask who’s there

“Courtship”

01 Wednesday Feb 2023

Posted by amandamblake in Short Stories

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chronic disease, crow's quill, death, gothic, morbid, personification of death, quill & crow, romance, short story, sick

My melodramatic, gothic short story “Courtship” about a sick woman’s flirtation with death is part of The Crow’s Quill Feb 2023 issue: Tragic Fates.

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