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Our better angels: Friday Update

19 Friday Jun 2026

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, essay, halloween, hannibal, horror, may cooler heads prevail, novella, smell my feet

News:

Received my wonderful finalized cover from Don Noble of Rooster Republic Press, so I was able to finally upload the finished manuscript of May Cooler Heads Prevail to Amazon—ebook only, because it’s too short to justify a paperback, from my perspective. The story may eventually end up in a collection, if it feels appropriate to the thread. It’s too long for a short story or novelette but short for a novella, and it’s not horror but too grounded to be fully speculative… I just never knew what to do with it, so here it is, with the help of my editor to make it into something truly special.

“Is this a time for gods and monsters?”

A journalist who specializes in celebrity interviews finally gets the chance to meet the elusive Alice Proulx, who stands accused of allegedly setting public figures’ heads aflame. Together, they discuss her history, her philosophies, the responsibility of being a global citizen, and the contradiction of becoming an ethical vigilante.

From the author of DRIFT and DEEP DOWN comes an intimate examination of one woman’s choices in a world where checks and balances too often fail and the vile suffer no meaningful consequences.

Also, my weird Halloween story “Smell My Feet” for the Shallow Waters contest this month posted yesterday. You can read it at the Crystal Lake Patreon and vote for your favorite at the end of June in the $5/month tier.

Works in Progress:

I finished the 19th century horror story entry for next month’s Shallow Waters and cut it down under 1500 words. It was much more manageable than my first attempt for the theme, but still a challenge combining that gothic style with the brevity required for flash. I appreciated having to put in the extra effort to balance those two elements.

This means that I’m working on essays and creative non-fiction the rest of summer until I’m tired of it. I’m doing my Hannibal series essay first, which means I must rewatch Season One again, so soon after a recent rewatch. Oh no, what a terrible fate. (Haven’t even finished the Season Three rewatch yet, so I guess that’s happening after the Season One finale.)

I haven’t written an essay since college, for the very good reason that college burned me out writing them. That’s what happens when you’re an English Lit major with an affinity for the social sciences. You don’t write another proper essay-shaped thing until twenty years later, but only influenced by your favorite essays from your college era.

My mind is alight with ideas for this essay, though, and my notebook has things in it that I just had to jot down before I forgot them. I’m looking forward to coalescing those ideas into something more structured and formal, but still fun, because I’m not getting graded anymore.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

Clue
Midsommar
The Shining
Twisters

9-1-1 series
9-1-1: Nashville series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town: Inn This Together series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

Somewhere in this world
A raven on a windowsill
Tilts its head
Turns its beak
And offers a crone
A shiny stone

Gaslight and cobblestone: Friday Update

12 Friday Jun 2026

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, gothic horror, may cooler heads prevail, short story, sick

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

I wanted to get two short stories written last weekend, but that didn’t happen, because on a road trip back home, the sun hits my computer screen, so I just tend to nap on the way back in an effort to avoid carsickness. I did end up finishing the second story on Wednesday, but I’ve discovered that writing in a 19th century gothic style really clashes with the aim of flash fiction, and it ended up too long. I think I can still manage the challenge, so I’ve started on another story that I hope will stay within the guidelines. I do love leaning into more complicated syntax, though. That was part of what I enjoyed about writing Masque.

I realized that, with May Cooler Heads Prevail finished and off my plate, I’m actually done with anything particularly demanding until I decide to take on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite or the Masque edits, whichever come first. Which means I can work on the creative non-fiction and horror essays that I can accomplish at my leisure, because I really am just doing them for fun.

I did get hit with a cold (antigen tests for anything serious came back negative) Monday evening and am still on the mend. It’s been a while since I’ve been sick, and even with a cold, it always feels like it knocks me right on my back. Honestly, if the congestion could just be managed, I’d feel so much more myself.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Thorns playlists
Poetry for the Poisoned by Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

The Three Caballeros
Lady and the Tramp
The Fall Guy
Fallen
Host (2020)
Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Key to the Castle
Hawaii Five-O series
Elsbeth series (finished)
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town series (finished)
Home Town: Inn This Together series

Poem of the Week:

Somehow shadows survive,
coalesce into penetrating
light of a thousand candles
burning upon a vile mess,
icing atop a foul concoction, combination
of filth, mucosal secretion, ectoplasmic
residue, baked in brimstone oven.
Make a wish, blow, conflagration.
Bring back the darkness.

Sparkly cowboy boots: Friday Update

05 Friday Jun 2026

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News:

“Smell My Feet” made it into the Halloween-themed Shallow Waters finalists for this month. $5/month tiers and up can read all 20 stories and vote on their favorites at the end of the month.

Next month’s theme is 19th Century Horror, if you’re interested in submitting before the end of June (<1500 words flash fiction).

Works in Progress:

I think I’ve finished up with May Cooler Heads Prevail, but I’ve just discovered the text-to-speech option in Word (not AI), and I’m going to run through it one more time that way to try to catch anything I missed during the proofreading round. Then I’ll put it into Atticus and get it in shape to self-publish. As I wrote in my other social media, I’m so enamored of this little piece that doesn’t quite belong anywhere but is most comfortable among comic book heroes/villains and supernatural abilities. Almost too short to be a novella, not sure if it’s long enough to print.

It’s delightful, it’s raw, it’s too timely and just timely enough, sweet and cold and hot and harsh, frivolous, experimental, occasionally pretentious by design. It just means a lot to me, anxious though I am about putting it out into the world.

This weekend, my goal is to write two short stories (already have one taken care of) and try to put May Cooler Heads Prevail through its final paces.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King
Queen Bitch Slay by Patrick C. Harrison III (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Thorns playlists

Things I’m Watching:

Backrooms
House on Haunted Hill (1999)
Hawaii Five-O series
True Justice series
Elsbeth series
NCIS series
Prodigal Son series
Dirty Rotten Cleaners series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

jekyll in the streets
hyde in the sheets
stygian in the front
callipygian in the back
two-faced chaos parishioner
dichotomous mordrake

Stirring in cinnamon: Friday Update

22 Friday May 2026

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News:

My COVID-era tale about skin-crawling creepy-crawlies, “Nest/Infest,” is free to read at Horrific Scribblings as part of their Nasty Nature exhibit. Everything on the site is free to read, so explore around for some excellent horror. “Nest/Infest” touches on a number of my own personal icks, so I’m happy to pass those along. Enjoy!

Works in Progress:

I did finish edits for May Cooler Heads Prevail. I need to do another round to clean it up and make sure everything changed flows. I’ll probably have it out next week sometime. I’ve been trying to write a flash piece, but I’m struggling to get started. I’m considering writing it out of order, just to try something new.

However, I have Texas Frightmare this weekend, so I’ll be conserving personal energy and reading in my downtime while waiting in line for panels.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Singalong playlist
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Hannibal playlist

Things I’m Watching:

27 Dresses
Obsession
(absolutely amazing, go see it in theaters, if you can)
The Thursday Murder Club
Grey’s Anatomy series
Celebrity Jeopardy series (finished)
NCIS series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series
9-1-1 series
9-1-1 Nashville series
Absentia series
Wayward series
Power Rangers: Reignition series
Dirty Rotten Cleaners series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to May 2022)

How hideously grotesque,
Your crooked little lies,
Grossly deformed ethics,
Barbed and twisted ties,
Ugly as grubs in gardens,
To be violently pecked
By chickens and crows,
In viscera bedecked.
You scrub your teeth
Until they gleam white
As poisonous bleach,
Your pristine blight
A vile gift
Wrapped round rot,
A pretense at perfect
When emphatically not.
May they see outside
What lurks within,
Monstrous heart riddled
With most disgusting sin.

Flies will lay their eggs: Friday Update

15 Friday May 2026

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Our dog has apparently decided that flies are the most terrifying things in the world when they enter his home, so the last few days have just been trying to console him through the worst shaking and hiding I’ve ever seen from him. I was finally able to kill the fly yesterday, and the dog is doing much better. Still some anxiety, but he’s finally able to sleep on his dog beds instead of the corner of the laundry room. It’s been an ordeal. Pets and their people communicate so well, but then there are times like this when the language barrier is a real struggle.

I can’t fault him much, because I have a similar response to American cockroaches in the house, but at least I know they’re not actually going to hurt me.

News:

Nothing to share this week.

Works in Progress:

I’m still working on May Cooler Heads Prevail, and I’ve made more progress, albeit more slowly than I’d like. I’m struggling with balance on everything and, as a result, not doing particularly well on anything. I don’t really know how to fix the problem. But I’m fixing the developmental things that my editor brought up, and that’s something that’s a little harder to do while I’m in edit mode, so I’ll give myself the tiniest round of applause on that.

Ideally, I’d finish by tonight, then maybe do another straight round of edits before putting out the ebook. I’ll have to wait and see what the page count looks like in Atticus before determining if it’s enough for a slender paperback as well. I don’t anticipate it will be.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Singalong playlist
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Beyond the Black
Delain

Things I’m Watching:

Hokum
Send Help
Hoarder House Flippers
series (finished)
Grey’s Anatomy series
Elsbeth series
Celebrity Jeopardy series
NCIS series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to May 2022)

it is the curse of prophecy
that it is never believed
only understood in hindsight

premonitory coronary
prescient aneurysm
preternatural migraine

this ache of future
deja vu before it comes
nostalgia for what is coming

Severance: Friday Update

08 Friday May 2026

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News:

One of my Crystal Lake Shallow Waters flash fiction winners was read on the House of Shadow and Ink’s YouTube channel by narrator Bree Allison. It doesn’t take long and should give you the shivers. Cli-fi horror story “Growing Things” can be found here.

Due to changes in Draft2Digital’s new maintenance fees that apply only to low earners, thus punishing the unsuccessful who can’t afford the fees because we don’t make the royalties to afford them, I’ve had to delist all my books from both my names. That means that all of my self-published titles can only be found at Amazon going forward. This is not ideal; I’m not happy about fewer options, and it’s probably going to hurt other book sellers like Smashwords and Bookshop. Seems like it leaves Amazon in a much better position to screw everyone over—like always, but more. I’ll work on removing the universal links for wider distribution from this site.

Works in Progress:

I finished the repairs of the Dracula reimagining, and I’m much happier with it on the other side than I was with the previous repairs. I once again thank past Amanda for doing her last edits with tracked changes. I flew through the novel.

I’ve been slowly working on the edits for May Cooler Heads Prevail. They’ve been requiring some thinking at each step, but I think the slower speed may be worth it in the end.

I’ve been ruminating over some essays I want to tackle afterward. I’m really looking forward to trying to put words and structure to thoughts I’ve had for a while.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Singalong playlist
Beyond the Black
Delain

Things I’m Watching:

Saw: The Final Chapter
Kate
Gunpowder Milkshake
The Gray Man
Saw X

Hoarding: Buried Alive series (finished)
NCIS series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series

Poem of the Week:

she said never
to return but
my chest burns
i tell her
i have nothing
left to sing
she preempts me
to remind me
that I am empty
more hollow than
the dog cage
and the rubber room
the tattered stage
the milky womb
she leads me
to the porcelain tub
and seeds me
in tile never scrubbed
until I am shadow
and insinuation
another sarcophagal body
asleep in limbo

The horrors persist, but so do I: Friday Update

11 Friday Jul 2025

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News:

So I shared yesterday that Masque has been acquired by Quill & Crow Publishing House, which is the most amazing news that I’ve been sitting on (for only a few days, fortunately). I’ve published with them before: poems in their Crow Call anthologies, short stories in their zine and anthologies. It’s been a hope of mine to get a novella or novel on their backlist. I didn’t write Masque for them, but I thought while I was writing it that it would be perfect for their particular brand, and I wanted it ready for the next time they opened submissions.

I’m really excited for what the future holds for the final manuscript, but we’ll have to be patient. It’s slated for publication in 2027, with the final draft completed by this time next year. My experience with Q&C editors has been excellent thus far; I’m looking forward to rigorous edits. I’ll keep you abreast of what’s going on as it develops.

Works in Progress:

I finished the fix and final edits on May Cooler Heads Prevail, so it’s ready for when I can build up enough savings for a professional edit (I’m already on her schedule for October). I’m simply incapable of determining what genre it is, which makes it very difficult to figure out where to try submitting it. But it’s a fun, relevant little novella, and I wanted something to drop before the end of the year. I already have a delightful cover for it from Don Noble of Rooster Republic Press.

I’m waiting on an acceptance or rejection of poems presently in A Nightmare for All Seasons, so it’s nice to have something more definite on the docket. And I’m still trying to figure out if I want to try to find my Dracula reimagining a home or self-publish. I’m also mulling over a short Halloween collection of short stories and a psychosexual gothic collection of novellas/novelettes that are too horror-y for my spicy name but too spicy for horror presses (it’s my curse), but that may be for next year.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Texas Bigfoot by Lyle Blackburn

Things I’m Listening To:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Score album
Songs from the Valley by Sandra McCracken
Storybook by Linda Eder
The Strange Case of… by Halestorm
Suicide Squad album
Svrcina by Svrcina

Things I’m Watching:

The Quiet Place: Day One
Copycat
Red Notice
The Last Witch Hunter
Van Helsing

CSI: NY series
Doctor Odyssey series (finished)
WandaVision series
9-1-1 series
Found series
Say Yes to the Dress: Tan France series
Say Yes to the Dress series (finished)
America’s Got Talent series
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series

Poem of the Week:

the parlor room stinks, stuffy and close.
the family lies in the living room
where blood dries tacky on the upholstery
and television blares reflections onto
wide unfocused eyes. have you heard
of the troubles? do they haunt you?

Pendulum falls: Friday Update

04 Friday Jul 2025

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News:

The Mystical Listicles have begun! 17 horror flash fiction pieces will be posted to the Crystal Lake Patreon this month, for $5/month tiers and up to read and vote on. The titles alone made me happy, but I had a really good time reading these submissions, and I would absolutely do this again. It’s on my bucket list to edit an anthology.

Tattered & Torn (Meridian Book 6), under my other name, is out now! A fallen angel with empath abilities and a pair of police detectives who handle the more mysterious cases in Meridian join up when the angel falls and children start going feral on the city streets.

Works in Progress:

Working on May Cooler Heads Prevail continues apace. Wednesday helped me leap forward a bit, and I’m on holiday today and tomorrow, albeit with family at home, so I might get some more work done on it. There’s no rush. Based on my calculations, I’ll need about another three months to meet an editing budget. Making not much money isn’t fun, but I suppose it’s better than not making any.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Haunted Plano, Texas by Mary Jacobs (finished)
Texas Bigfoot by Lyle Blackburn

Things I’m Listening To:

The Blacklist playlist
The Ring/The Ring 2 soundtrack
Hannibal soundtracks
The Silent Force by Within Temptation
Songbird by Eva Cassidy

Things I’m Watching:

Red Lights
Dracula Reborn (Tubi, not good, but had to try)
Predator
Hamilton
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Doctor Odyssey series
America’s Got Talent series
Home Town series
Home Town Takeover series
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series

Poem of the Week:

the subsistence of memory
a bright point of remembrance
in a pitch-black sea of forgotten
and psychedelic colors of fabrication
of what are we made? what happened
or the hand-stitched scrap quilt
we cobbled together of prisms
black holes and singularities?

Like ants in a hill-fire: Friday Update

27 Friday Jun 2025

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News:

My plague poem “Sacrificial” came out in The Cleansing Power of Fire from Infested Publishing on June 21.

“From Black Clouds” comes out today in Kosmos Obscura from Graveside Press. If you buy it directly from Graveside, it’s $1 cheaper, so if you have a yen for some cosmic horror, head here. Storm horror is my jam. It haunts my dreams, so it haunts my fiction.

We’re nearing the end of the opportunity to submit for next month’s Shallow Waters contest, under theme Mystical Listicles, with yours truly selecting the finalists. The sub call ends at the close of June 30.

Works in Progress:

I finally finished editing Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7), worked up the synopsis, and sent it in, but I’m kind of ashamed that I kept missing important emails from my publishers while I was struggling to get things done the last two months. I check that email regularly for a few weeks at a time, then stop for a while, and naturally, that’s when the emails were sent. So embarrassing and unprofessional of me—a tragedy of errors. I swear I’m not ignoring emails on purpose.

I’m supposed to work on May Cooler Heads Prevail next, which is a harder and harder story to handle as cooler heads continue to not prevail and actions continue to not have consequences. I can’t deal with this world at all. I don’t know how to function when things don’t at least sometimes work as they should. Maybe Cooler Heads will end up autobiographical if things keep making my brain short out.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Haunted Plano, Texas by Mary Jacobs

Things I’m Listening To:

The Blacklist playlist
Reputation by Taylor Swift
The Shadow Theory by Kamelot
Showtime, Storytime by Nightwish

Things I’m Watching:

Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom
Jurassic World: Dominion
Nefarious
28 Weeks Later
Trainwreck: Poop Cruise
Ocean’s Thirteen

CSI: NY series
Doctor Odyssey series
America’s Got Talent series
Home Town series
Home Town Takeover series
Abbott Elementary series (finished)
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series

Poem of the Week:

smoke on the horizon like clouds pluming to the atmosphere
into anvils with black underbellies with static electricity
smoke on the wind without the benefit of hickory breathe
in the poison particles piercing filters and penetrating cilia
smoke on my mind with a fire in the sky and poison in my blood
scattering in the cells like atmospheric ice released in rain

Dreaming of autumn: Friday Update

12 Friday Jul 2024

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News:

I wouldn’t normally share a promotional Instagram post, but I so rarely do videos of myself. The Brazilian company that’s putting Question Not My Salt out in Portuguese wanted an intro video, so I obliged. It’s short and sweet and here.

Works in Progress:

Because I’ve been writing hard horror for over a year, which my alpha reader doesn’t like, I forgot that Masque could be sent to her. When I realized, I tossed it her direction, with a goal of editing in September.

I finished editing May Cooler Heads Prevail. After the initial cuts, it went under 20K words, but then I added a few more scenes and brought it back up over 21K, which officially makes it a short novella. However, I don’t know what genre it is and, therefore, who to send it to. It’s supernatural or fabulism, but both of those are subgenres, and there aren’t enough elements to make it either fantasy or horror. I can only think of a few markets with broader speculative calls. I might end up self-publishing.

MCHP took longer than expected, but after I wrote a piece of flash that made me feel like a piece of chewed gum writing it, and next on my docket is working on the professional edits of Crooked House (Thorns 5), which is the soft conclusion of this portion of the Thorns series. I think I keep delaying because I don’t want this part to be over or to move on to the next.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin (finished)
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Old Favorites playlist
Fourth of July playlist
Ambient YouTube playlists

Things I’m Watching:

Independence Day
Jaws
Lucy
Longlegs
Elsbeth series (finished)
The Rookie series (finished)
Kitchen Nightmares series
Hoarders series
The Amazing Race series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Supernatural series
White Collar series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

it doesn’t matter
how our bones break
and blood blooms beneath
our exteriors
it doesn’t matter
that our wings have been
snapped from our shoulders
and our halos tarnished
with rust like mold
a devil’s only response
to the fall
is to rise
again

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