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Errands: Friday Update

07 Friday Aug 2026

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News:

“Pick a Card” was selected as a finalist for this month’s Shallow Waters at the Crystal Lake Patreon. It’ll post near the end of the month, since it’s number 16 of 20.

Works in Progress:

I was on vacation last week and enjoyed these hundred-degree days much better than usual while at a water park at our resort. It was a great time, but also exhausting. I really wanted to relax as much as possible; hence, the break.

I only had a short story to edit down for the Shallow Waters theme last month, which I did, so I submitted it and didn’t do anymore writing work until I returned home. Got a lot of reading done, although I didn’t finish the book.

I’d planned to write the first half of the mini Hannibal essay on Wednesday, but a few submission opportunities for longer works popped up, so I submitted a novella, then curated and submitted a short story collection. That wasn’t part of the plan for the day, but it took up most of it—not least because I must have made a saving error and lost all my work after a few hours and had to start over again. Fortunately, most of it was formatting, and I could speed-walk my way through doing it again, since I’d already made my choices and could just remember what I’d done.

I don’t anticipate that either piece will be selected, but I figured I might as well give it a shot.

After those pieces were submitted, I sat down to work on the mini Hannibal essay and discovered that it is not, in fact, going to be mini. It won’t be as long as the other one, sure, but it won’t be short. So it’s a good thing it’s still fun.

I had errands to run this morning, which means I need a short rest, but then I’ll resume the essay work. Not sure if I’m going to finish today, but I’ll certainly try.

Books I’m Reading:

The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor
The Devil in the White City by Eric Larson
The Grove by Eric Butler (finished)

Things I’m Listening To:

Fourth of July playlist
Hannibal soundtracks
Blacklist playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Viral
Cruella
Wake Up Dead Man
Watson series
America’s Got Talent series
Criminal Minds series
Hawaii Five-O series
The Rookie series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to August 2022)

Saltwater everywhere
Surrounding sea
But not a drop to drink
And still I swallow
The rising sound
With tastes of desperation
Until swollen round
To fill the endless hollow
And weigh my live corpse down

Hell on earth: Saturday Update

25 Saturday Jul 2026

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News:

I crossed 50 Goodreads ratings on In the Dollhouse We All Wait and 120 Goodreads ratings on Question Not My Salt. I appreciate everyone who’s taken a chance on my rougher novels and continue to hope that you ‘enjoy’ enduring them.

Works in Progress:

I finished the Hannibal essay. 10/10, quite fun, will absolutely do it again. In fact, I’ve decided to do the mini-essay on a single Hannibal episode after I finish what I’m working on.

I’m trying to write this flash piece for Shallow Waters, but I’m not really feeling it, so I’m struggling to get to the end. My mood has been terrible for the last few days, so I don’t think that it’s bad, just that I’m not in a good headspace. Can’t even blame hormones, which is my reliable go-to.

Books I’m Reading:

The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Fourth of July playlist
Hannibal soundtracks
Abyss/Ascent playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Hadestown: The Musical (stunning)
The Midnight Club series (finished)
Watson series
Worst Neighbor Ever series (finished)
Worst Ex Ever series (finished)
America’s Got Talent series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
Hawaii Five-O series

Poem of the Week:

pedipalps beckon
over long writhing
glistening tongue
to thick for a throat
rooted in a black hole
borborygmic stomach
a promise of satisfaction

whose thirst is quenched?
whose hunger satiated?
who consumes whom?
who is a what what
subsumes a whom

warm womb and an acid bath

Summer chaos: Friday update

10 Friday Jul 2026

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News:

“Falling All to Pieces” has posted at Crystal Lake’s Patreon for the 19th Century Horror theme in the Shallow Waters flash fiction contest. ($5/month tier or higher for reading and voting)

Works in Progress:

I finished my rewatch of Hannibal and took copious notes and screen pics. I’m well into the essay and feel like I’m practically writing a book (it’ll probably end up novelette-length), but I’m enjoying myself nevertheless, having tons of fun talking about one of the things I’m semi-obsessed about. I might have enough material for another essay or several mini-essays, but I’ll wait before giving those a shot.

Every time I stop writing, I’m never sure if I’ll be able to write again. I might never grow out of that; it’s like performers who have stage fright their entire careers. It’s been twenty years since I wrote my last essay, because I burned way out writing them for college, with all my English and social sciences classes. But I know the format (in short, you tell them what you’re going to tell them; tell them; then tell them what you told them, macro to micro), I don’t have to strictly follow the format (because it’s not academia), and I have no plans to publish, although I might in the future. That opens me up to just writing for fun, and it’s been a long time since I did that.

Work has been chaos because I’ve been trying to take advantage of promotion opportunities, which gives me chunks of extra cash–necessary after the car woes earlier this summer and some clothing needs. I’ve had a few days off after not taking last Friday off, and I’ll be working this Friday, though I usually don’t, but not working tomorrow, which I usually do.

I don’t know if I can finish the essay tomorrow during my day off, but I’ll get a huge bit of it done, then grab bits until my next day off, I think.

It’s just good for me to try new writing things now and then. It uses different pathways in my brain, lights new cells. Neuroplasticity is healthy.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate (finished)
The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Fourth of July playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Hannibal series (finished)
Matlock series
America’s Got Talent series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to July 2022)

the bat in my belfry
shrieks in my ears
whisper echolocation
tinnitus alarms
and chews the meat
found among the
curved ivory cave
it calls home

Not your definition: Friday Update

03 Friday Jul 2026

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News:

“Smell My Feet,” a piece of Halloween flash, was co-second place with two others at Shallow Waters. My 19th century horror flash, “Falling All to Pieces,” for Shallow Waters is one of the finalists featured this month.

The theme for Shallow Waters submissions this month is Mad Magic. You can check out the sub call here.

Works in Progress:

I’m on Season 3 of Hannibal and trundling along. I have many screen pics and many notes. I’ll be working a lot through Tuesday, but I’ll have Wednesday through Friday off next week, so I’ll be writing the essay then.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason (finished)

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Birthday Massacre
Fourth of July playlist

Things I’m Watching:

The Manchurian Candidate (1962)
In the Mouth of Madness
Hannibal series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
9-1-1: Nashville series (finished)
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to July 2022)

I never asked you for redemption.
I never clamored for your praise.
Offer none of your glad tidings
Or the unfortunate dead you raise.
No one cares about the scriptures,
Only that the debts get paid.
So build your sacred empires higher,
And see how fast the cons get made.

Our better angels: Friday Update

19 Friday Jun 2026

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Received my wonderful finalized cover from Don Noble of Rooster Republic Press, so I was able to finally upload the finished manuscript of May Cooler Heads Prevail to Amazon—ebook only, because it’s too short to justify a paperback, from my perspective. The story may eventually end up in a collection, if it feels appropriate to the thread. It’s too long for a short story or novelette but short for a novella, and it’s not horror but too grounded to be fully speculative… I just never knew what to do with it, so here it is, with the help of my editor to make it into something truly special.

“Is this a time for gods and monsters?”

A journalist who specializes in celebrity interviews finally gets the chance to meet the elusive Alice Proulx, who stands accused of allegedly setting public figures’ heads aflame. Together, they discuss her history, her philosophies, the responsibility of being a global citizen, and the contradiction of becoming an ethical vigilante.

From the author of DRIFT and DEEP DOWN comes an intimate examination of one woman’s choices in a world where checks and balances too often fail and the vile suffer no meaningful consequences.

Also, my weird Halloween story “Smell My Feet” for the Shallow Waters contest this month posted yesterday. You can read it at the Crystal Lake Patreon and vote for your favorite at the end of June in the $5/month tier.

Works in Progress:

I finished the 19th century horror story entry for next month’s Shallow Waters and cut it down under 1500 words. It was much more manageable than my first attempt for the theme, but still a challenge combining that gothic style with the brevity required for flash. I appreciated having to put in the extra effort to balance those two elements.

This means that I’m working on essays and creative non-fiction the rest of summer until I’m tired of it. I’m doing my Hannibal series essay first, which means I must rewatch Season One again, so soon after a recent rewatch. Oh no, what a terrible fate. (Haven’t even finished the Season Three rewatch yet, so I guess that’s happening after the Season One finale.)

I haven’t written an essay since college, for the very good reason that college burned me out writing them. That’s what happens when you’re an English Lit major with an affinity for the social sciences. You don’t write another proper essay-shaped thing until twenty years later, but only influenced by your favorite essays from your college era.

My mind is alight with ideas for this essay, though, and my notebook has things in it that I just had to jot down before I forgot them. I’m looking forward to coalescing those ideas into something more structured and formal, but still fun, because I’m not getting graded anymore.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

Clue
Midsommar
The Shining
Twisters
9-1-1 series
9-1-1: Nashville series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town: Inn This Together series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

Somewhere in this world
A raven on a windowsill
Tilts its head
Turns its beak
And offers a crone
A shiny stone

Gaslight and cobblestone: Friday Update

12 Friday Jun 2026

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

I wanted to get two short stories written last weekend, but that didn’t happen, because on a road trip back home, the sun hits my computer screen, so I just tend to nap on the way back in an effort to avoid carsickness. I did end up finishing the second story on Wednesday, but I’ve discovered that writing in a 19th century gothic style really clashes with the aim of flash fiction, and it ended up too long. I think I can still manage the challenge, so I’ve started on another story that I hope will stay within the guidelines. I do love leaning into more complicated syntax, though. That was part of what I enjoyed about writing Masque.

I realized that, with May Cooler Heads Prevail finished and off my plate, I’m actually done with anything particularly demanding until I decide to take on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite or the Masque edits, whichever come first. Which means I can work on the creative non-fiction and horror essays that I can accomplish at my leisure, because I really am just doing them for fun.

I did get hit with a cold (antigen tests for anything serious came back negative) Monday evening and am still on the mend. It’s been a while since I’ve been sick, and even with a cold, it always feels like it knocks me right on my back. Honestly, if the congestion could just be managed, I’d feel so much more myself.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Thorns playlists
Poetry for the Poisoned by Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

The Three Caballeros
Lady and the Tramp
The Fall Guy
Fallen
Host (2020)
Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Key to the Castle
Hawaii Five-O series
Elsbeth series (finished)
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town series (finished)
Home Town: Inn This Together series

Poem of the Week:

Somehow shadows survive,
coalesce into penetrating
light of a thousand candles
burning upon a vile mess,
icing atop a foul concoction, combination
of filth, mucosal secretion, ectoplasmic
residue, baked in brimstone oven.
Make a wish, blow, conflagration.
Bring back the darkness.

Sparkly cowboy boots: Friday Update

05 Friday Jun 2026

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News:

“Smell My Feet” made it into the Halloween-themed Shallow Waters finalists for this month. $5/month tiers and up can read all 20 stories and vote on their favorites at the end of the month.

Next month’s theme is 19th Century Horror, if you’re interested in submitting before the end of June (<1500 words flash fiction).

Works in Progress:

I think I’ve finished up with May Cooler Heads Prevail, but I’ve just discovered the text-to-speech option in Word (not AI), and I’m going to run through it one more time that way to try to catch anything I missed during the proofreading round. Then I’ll put it into Atticus and get it in shape to self-publish. As I wrote in my other social media, I’m so enamored of this little piece that doesn’t quite belong anywhere but is most comfortable among comic book heroes/villains and supernatural abilities. Almost too short to be a novella, not sure if it’s long enough to print.

It’s delightful, it’s raw, it’s too timely and just timely enough, sweet and cold and hot and harsh, frivolous, experimental, occasionally pretentious by design. It just means a lot to me, anxious though I am about putting it out into the world.

This weekend, my goal is to write two short stories (already have one taken care of) and try to put May Cooler Heads Prevail through its final paces.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King
Queen Bitch Slay by Patrick C. Harrison III (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Thorns playlists

Things I’m Watching:

Backrooms
House on Haunted Hill (1999)
Hawaii Five-O series
True Justice series
Elsbeth series
NCIS series
Prodigal Son series
Dirty Rotten Cleaners series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

jekyll in the streets
hyde in the sheets
stygian in the front
callipygian in the back
two-faced chaos parishioner
dichotomous mordrake

Chasing butterflies: Friday Update

29 Friday May 2026

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News:

I’ve had a poem accepted for two years(!) that finally posted this week. My dark fairy tale poem “Golden” is up on Corvid Queen, free to read.

In addition, “Growing Things” is free to read at the Crystal Lake website, and you can listen to Bree Allison’s narration at the same time, if you want. It’s on the bottom of the page.

Works in Progress:

Texas Frightmare is so much fun to go to, but I don’t bring my computer along, and it’s very draining. Not a lot of sleep had. I let myself get some good sleep afterward and didn’t get to do any writing work until Wednesday.

I struggled writing a flash fiction piece, but after convincing myself it didn’t matter how good it was, I did manage to finish. I’m in the process of cutting it down to size for the Shallow Waters Halloween theme. That’ll probably take me the rest of the afternoon.

Then I’ll work on May Cooler Heads Prevail. A little behind, but I hope to have it for you before next Friday.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King
Queen Bitch Slay by Patrick C. Harrison III (finished)
It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Hannibal playlist
Thorns playlists

Things I’m Watching:

The Pitchfork Retreat
Models vs. Werewolves (skip it; it’s funny, but all the effects are AI, Frightmare watchers were pissed. seriously, we went feral for Velocipastor. a rubber suit and strawberry milkshake would have been better.)
Marrow (quite good, quiet slow-burn psych horror)
Cleaner
The Book Club Murders
Elsbeth series
NCIS series
Tracker series (finished)
Prodigal Son series
9-1-1 series
9-1-1 Nashville series
Wayward series (finished)
True Haunting series (finished)
Dirty Rotten Cleaners series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to May 2022)

translate the sure
postulate the tell
inculcate the cure
inoculate the well
vaccinate the crowd
mandate the trick
contaminate the loud
isolate the sick

Stirring in cinnamon: Friday Update

22 Friday May 2026

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News:

My COVID-era tale about skin-crawling creepy-crawlies, “Nest/Infest,” is free to read at Horrific Scribblings as part of their Nasty Nature exhibit. Everything on the site is free to read, so explore around for some excellent horror. “Nest/Infest” touches on a number of my own personal icks, so I’m happy to pass those along. Enjoy!

Works in Progress:

I did finish edits for May Cooler Heads Prevail. I need to do another round to clean it up and make sure everything changed flows. I’ll probably have it out next week sometime. I’ve been trying to write a flash piece, but I’m struggling to get started. I’m considering writing it out of order, just to try something new.

However, I have Texas Frightmare this weekend, so I’ll be conserving personal energy and reading in my downtime while waiting in line for panels.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Singalong playlist
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Hannibal playlist

Things I’m Watching:

27 Dresses
Obsession (absolutely amazing, go see it in theaters, if you can)
The Thursday Murder Club
Grey’s Anatomy series
Celebrity Jeopardy series (finished)
NCIS series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series
9-1-1 series
9-1-1 Nashville series
Absentia series
Wayward series
Power Rangers: Reignition series
Dirty Rotten Cleaners series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to May 2022)

How hideously grotesque,
Your crooked little lies,
Grossly deformed ethics,
Barbed and twisted ties,
Ugly as grubs in gardens,
To be violently pecked
By chickens and crows,
In viscera bedecked.
You scrub your teeth
Until they gleam white
As poisonous bleach,
Your pristine blight
A vile gift
Wrapped round rot,
A pretense at perfect
When emphatically not.
May they see outside
What lurks within,
Monstrous heart riddled
With most disgusting sin.

Severance: Friday Update

08 Friday May 2026

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News:

One of my Crystal Lake Shallow Waters flash fiction winners was read on the House of Shadow and Ink’s YouTube channel by narrator Bree Allison. It doesn’t take long and should give you the shivers. Cli-fi horror story “Growing Things” can be found here.

Due to changes in Draft2Digital’s new maintenance fees that apply only to low earners, thus punishing the unsuccessful who can’t afford the fees because we don’t make the royalties to afford them, I’ve had to delist all my books from both my names. That means that all of my self-published titles can only be found at Amazon going forward. This is not ideal; I’m not happy about fewer options, and it’s probably going to hurt other book sellers like Smashwords and Bookshop. Seems like it leaves Amazon in a much better position to screw everyone over—like always, but more. I’ll work on removing the universal links for wider distribution from this site.

Works in Progress:

I finished the repairs of the Dracula reimagining, and I’m much happier with it on the other side than I was with the previous repairs. I once again thank past Amanda for doing her last edits with tracked changes. I flew through the novel.

I’ve been slowly working on the edits for May Cooler Heads Prevail. They’ve been requiring some thinking at each step, but I think the slower speed may be worth it in the end.

I’ve been ruminating over some essays I want to tackle afterward. I’m really looking forward to trying to put words and structure to thoughts I’ve had for a while.

Books I’m Reading:

Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Singalong playlist
Beyond the Black
Delain

Things I’m Watching:

Saw: The Final Chapter
Kate
Gunpowder Milkshake
The Gray Man
Saw X
Hoarding: Buried Alive series (finished)
NCIS series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series

Poem of the Week:

she said never
to return but
my chest burns
i tell her
i have nothing
left to sing
she preempts me
to remind me
that I am empty
more hollow than
the dog cage
and the rubber room
the tattered stage
the milky womb
she leads me
to the porcelain tub
and seeds me
in tile never scrubbed
until I am shadow
and insinuation
another sarcophagal body
asleep in limbo