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Amanda M. Blake

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White noise: Friday Update

27 Friday Mar 2026

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I’ve had some pretty alarming symptoms of incipient burnout, including crashing out at least once, between personal and global concerns. As though in sympathy, one of my tires burst just a few months after fixing another wheel issue. Instead of medical fees, my bank account is suffering from tire and wheel replacements.

Writing work is like pulling teeth. No sleep is enough. I haven’t worked out in over a month, if you don’t count playing pickleball. I do know that I have to take a rest and soon, or else something in my brain or body is going to break instead.

News:

In the Dollhouse We All Wait has been doing pretty well in Amazon ratings and in preliminary reviews, considering the subject matter.

Works in Progress:

Just finished the first round of edits from my publisher for Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8). Last week, we had family in town, which is wonderful but exhausting, and it made finishing the work really difficult. I promised it by this week, though, and delivered. I have the proofreading round left to go. Then I’ll be done with the book and the series. I’m ready to be done, but I’m not ready for the Meridian-verse to be over, which means I can’t win.

Probably from now until I get the proofreading back, I’ll mostly read and get A Nightmare for All Seasons out there once I have the cover/paperback wrap. Maybe run through the Dracula reimagining one more time to tweak a few things that crossed my mind. Only when Meridian is over will I head into May Cooler Heads Prevail.

But seriously, though, post-Meridian, I need to have no deadlines for a while. Just everything in its own time, if at all.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

GEMS
Sea Stars
Cajsa Silk
Meridian playlist
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Pig
Abigail
Ready or Not 2: Here I Come
Celebrity Jeopardy series
Matlock (new) series
Queer Eye series
Watson series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series
Home Town series

Poem of the Week:

The soil has opinions on the fertilizer,
the buds an argument over optimal sunlight,
while the wasps and bees do battle for
pollination rights and the aphids object to marigolds.
Rats wait in the wings for dead of night,
while hornworms munch through screaming fruit.

Walking a knife’s edge: Friday Update

20 Friday Mar 2026

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editing, in the dollhouse we all wait, meridian

News:

Just a reminder that In the Dollhouse We All Wait, my rough splatterpunk novel about how the rich really are different, is available for preorder (Kindle edition). Reminding y’all again about the trigger warnings. Be very careful if you’re not comfortable with extreme horror.

As part of the campaign, I did an article on the writing of it, “5 Things About Writing In the Dollhouse We All Wait (Sparkle Edition) (Jk, No Sparkles).” I’m not 100% positive it’s widely available, but it’s up at the Crystal Lake Patreon.

Works in Progress:

I’m about halfway through the Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) edits from my publisher. If I manage 20 pages per day, I’m happy and will make the deadline, which is a relief after so many missed deadlines on my part. Proofreading will probably require the same pace, although I’ll have more of my days off to use for it.

I’m honestly looking forward to finally being done so I can rest for a while. I can tell I need it, because everything is like pulling teeth again. For my own health, regardless of whether I care about the future, I need to figure out my diet and my workout schedules in context with my grocery shopping job (although if oil prices continue rising without batch pay being adjusted…). It’s been a year working through Instacart, and I still haven’t really found a balance with how it messes with my dinner timing and throws off the rest of the night as a result. Working days might work better in the long run, but the $/hr goes down slightly that way, and it wasn’t great to begin with.

Seasonal poetry collection A Nightmare for All Seasons will be available real soon.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Meridian playlist
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

The Importance of Being Earnest (National Theatre)
The Ugly Stepsister
Misery
Queer Eye series
Ghosts (US) series
Watson series
Tracker series
Prodigal Son series
Home Town series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to March 2022)

don’t talk eternal
i don’t care about
the dust clouds
after the sunburst
or what remains
after the earth
splits in two
don’t talk eternal
just give me time
for a sip or two
that we can share

Creek rising: Friday Update

13 Friday Mar 2026

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a nightmare for all seasons, in the dollhouse we all wait, meridian, preorder, promotion, seasonal horror poetry collection, Writing

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News:

In the Dollhouse We All Wait is available for preorder, for release on April 10. Remember, be careful with the trigger warnings. It has everything except cruelty to animals (unless you count taxidermy). Primary warnings are sexual sadism and medical experimentation.

I just finished up the final touches to A Nightmare for All Seasons, so I’ve contacted my cover artist, Don Noble, about the ebook cover and the paperback wrap. So if you’ve been longing for a seasonal horror poetry collection, it’s coming your way soon.

Works in Progress:

After sending Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), I’ve been taking a bit of a break, which is a misnomer, because I’m always working somehow. I got some videos shot for Dollhouse promo, which I don’t like doing, but I guess a challenge is good for me now and then. I went through Nightmare a few rounds through, figuring out some formatting issues. I’m going to do a write-up or two for additional Dollhouse promo. I also had to do my taxes on Wednesday. So I ended up busy anyway, and I need to work on that.

I’ve received edits for Never & Forever back from my publisher already, so I’ll be starting on that after the write-ups. No rest for the wicked, but I’ll continue to do my best.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Agnes Obel
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Queer Eye series
Ghosts (US) series
Watson series
Tracker series
CSI: Miami series
CSI series (finished)
Home Town series

Poem of the Week:

I cut into it
It cuts into me
Where I cut I split
Where it cuts it sighs
Our blood mingles
Into liquid embrace it shivers
Fight becomes a dance
An exquisite joining
Of opposing forces
Becoming one
In bloodshed
In my head

The beast is dead: Saturday Update

07 Saturday Mar 2026

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, editing, meridian, short story, sloppy, take it to the river

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News:

“Take It to the River” won second place for the River theme at Shallow Waters last month. This month, “Sloppy” is showing up for the Bed theme. It should post about March 10 at the Crystal Lake Patreon ($5/month tier and up to read and vote, lots of fun every month).

Works in Progress:

I didn’t forget to post yesterday. I was just busy because I’d gone over my extended deadline to submit my edited manuscript of Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) to my publisher. I’d initially promised it about mid-February, then the end of February, then yesterday. I only was able to get it in less than an hour ago. That damn thing was a beast at 140K words, and through my double edit, I ended up cutting about 30K from it, the excess almost entirely from my tendency to overwrite.

It’s frustrating on the editing side, because I remember how frustrated I was near the end of writing that it was taking so long. All you can think about while cutting whole chunks out is how much time it feels like you wasted. But I overwrite because I don’t know what I’ll need and sometimes I forget what I’ve already written because it’s been over a week since I wrote it. By and large, the shape of the novel is in the finished first draft. I rarely add. I just need to carve.

It’s done and submitted. I wrote a synopsis and everything. I’ll need to do my publisher’s edit, then the proofreading edits, but the worst is over. Now I need to rest but also start on the promotional materials for In the Dollhouse We All Wait, for which I am (you guessed it) behind. As soon as I get some of the promo done, I think I’ll get A Nightmare for All Seasons finished up and published. It’s mostly finished in its formatting file. I just need one more run-through and to check the blank pages and get the cover finalized. I won’t do a tremendous push for it all at once. I might do something for each season this year to promote it. But poetry collections are basically pet projects. They don’t get much attention, despite my absolute love for them.

So the rest of today is for rest. Tomorrow I start on promo. I’ll probably use my day off on Wednesday to prep for self-publishing the poetry collection.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Billie Eilish
Timber Timbre
Eurielle
Agnes Obel
Dracula Untold soundtrack
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Resident Evil: Welcome to Raccoon City
Muppet Treasure Island
Army of the Dead
Broadchurch series
Queer Eye series
Ghosts (US) series
Watson series
Tracker series
CSI: Miami series
Home Town series

Poem of the Week:

smash the erratic cricket
because you can’t catch it
and from its depths arises
the tiniest cthulhian monstrosity
slender tentacular heads blindly
searching for a water way out
from its dying host
pod people in miniature
may they never adapt to us

Time to do all the things: Friday Update

27 Friday Feb 2026

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While trying to hit deadlines, little chores fall by the wayside, but today I need to get a few of them done, regardless. Work schedule changes aren’t quite going the way I want them to, but I’m going to continue playing around with it, because I really like getting home closer to dinnertime than, you know, ten or eleven at night. Delivering in sunlight is slightly less stressful than delivering after dark.

News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

I don’t think I’m going to make it through both editing rounds on Never & Forever (Meridian 8) before the end of the month, but I’m still going to try to get it done as soon as possible. I’ve cut almost 25K words from the manuscript, which means the second round will go a lot faster.

It’s frustrating, though, because I’m cutting a lot here at the end, and I remember how much I didn’t like how long the story was and how much I wanted to reach the end. But I made so much extra work for myself. I couldn’t know that then, but it would be nice if I could figure out how to write less to begin with. Most of it is just figuring out how to bridge from one part to another.

Once this is done, I need to get A Nightmare for All Seasons ready to publish, then I need to work on written and video promo for In the Dollhouse We All Wait, which will be available for preorder soon.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Delain
Tina Guo
Billie Eilish
Elise Testone
Donna Missal
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Goosebumps 2: Haunted Halloween
Ghosts (US) series
Goosebumps (original) series
Watson series
Will Trent series
Tracker series
CSI: Miami series
Home Town series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to February 2023)

heads bowed low
knees scraped and
bruised blue during
this darkest rein
of heinous crimes
and torturous ends
spread rose petals
at a monarch’s feet
at darkest night
for divine right

Everything changes: Friday Update

20 Friday Feb 2026

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I worked morning/afternoon instead of afternoon/evening on Tuesday so I could have the Fat Tuesday pancake dinner at home, and it ended up going so well that I’m considering altering my work schedule to do more during the days. I work morning/evening under certain circumstances that require me to come home for a few hours in the middle, but that had always been less successful that I hadn’t considered morning/afternoon without breaks would be fine. We’ll see how it shakes out, but that would mean I’d need to shift my writing work to after grocery work, which is when I’m more tired. I’ll figure things out.

News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

Had some bad news with grocery work (not related to the schedule changes), and that took the wind out of my sales for a few days, including Wednesday, my other day off. I’ll try to make up for it today. Still editing Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), and I’ve cut about 17K words from the manuscript so far. Pretty solid. I want to get a good chunk done today, because I’m worried I won’t finish the second round by end of the month if I don’t.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Delain
Elysion
The Burning Halo
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Clown in a Cornfield
Heart Eyes
Is It Cake? Valentines
Will Trent
series
Tracker series
CSI: Miami series
Home Town series
Resident Alien series (finished)

Poem of the Week:

It’s not the nightmares so much as the disorientation
between asleep and awake when you aren’t quite sure
which one is more real until it’s the dream that fades.
For a moment, your bed, your room, yourself, is less solid
than the slippery, sticky world you must leave behind.

Turn the light out: Friday Update

13 Friday Feb 2026

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News:

“Take It to the River” is up at the Crystal Lake Patreon for the River flash fiction theme contest. ($5/month tier and up for reading and voting privileges)

Works in Progress:

Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) first round edits are going a little more slowly than I’d like, but I’m doing as much as I can with the time I have. I do have to pause today to get a short story ready for a February 15 deadline, but I should be able to knock out another big chunk of N&F edits on this day off, hopefully.

I’m not a fan of juggling projects, but sometimes needs must.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Delain
Hannibal playlist
Drift playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Bone Lake
Tracker series
CSI: Miami series
CSI series
Resident Alien series

Poem of the Week:

My mother wrote a letter,
slipped under my door.
She never got better.
I learned to never ask for more.

She’s been dead for years.
Time to face her excuse.
Holding back tears,
I shake the letter loose.

An unsigned birthday Hallmark card,
day and month all wrong.
Ma, so long.

Melting: Saturday Update

31 Saturday Jan 2026

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cover reveal, editing, extreme horror, flash fiction, icepocalypse, in the dollhouse we all wait, novel, short story, splatterpunk

I’m late again this week, but in my defense, I had no idea yesterday was Friday until after midnight today. Had the whole week off from work because most of that white in the picture above isn’t snow. It’s sleet. Ice takes a lot longer to melt down than snow, because the snow melts and solidifies to ice on top of the existing ice… I didn’t feel safe leaving the house until Friday, which is usually a day off for me, and even then, I worked during the day instead of afternoon/evening. All my schedules are off. I should be back to normal by next week.

News:

I can finally share the cover for In the Dollhouse We All Wait, and it’s freaking amazing. The artwork is by David Kozlovsky, and I got to get a glimpse of his sketches as he worked. I’m blessed beyond measure, as they say, to have indie horror art for Dollhouse.

I finished the final proofreading round of edits, thanks to the Icepocalypse, and I’ve been given an official release date of April 10, 2026.

Works in Progress:

After finishing the proofreading round for Dollhouse, I edited and submitted my flash fiction to Shallow Waters, then got hit with a short story idea for something with a deadline mid-February. I think the concept is better than the execution right now, but I’m still striving to finish, because maybe the execution can be fixed in edits. I would have liked to use the Icepocalypse to work on my double edit of Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), but the timing just wasn’t right, sadly. The deadline for Dollhouse was much harder than the tentative deadline for the N&F edits. I’ll really have to buckle down when I finish this short story, though.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Christmas playlist

Things I’m Watching:

My Norwegian Holiday
Bugonia
What Lies Beneath
The Bone Collector
Dante’s Peak
Truth or Dare
(2017)
9-1-1 series
9-1-1: Nashville series
Stranger Things series (finished)
Elsbeth series
Resident Alien series

Poem of the Week:

It is relief
not to feel
relief
I love
not to feel
love
a monstrous sensation
to feel monstrous
and not recoil
from my coils
give me cold blood
and armored scales
steal feeling
’til heart beats
still

And winter came: Saturday Update

24 Saturday Jan 2026

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Had to delay writing this because I started work yesterday morning so I could achieve my quota and be home in time for dinner and well before the freezing started. I was more than willing to stress myself out helping people before the Icepocalypse, but Amanda does not drive on ice. The grocery stores were adventure after adventure; it wasn’t this intense even during Thanksgiving and Christmas shopping. Raise a glass to your grocery workers, who did amazing keeping staples stocked as best as they could. Everyone, stay safe and warm.

News:

“Divergences” won 3rd place this month at the Crystal Lake Shallow Waters flash fiction contest, themed Regret.

Works in Progress:

I started the double edit on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) and almost promptly had to set it aside, because I received the last edits for In the Dollhouse We All Wait, and since formatting needs to be done by the end of January, these take precedence. Because of work, I’m a little less than a third through, but because of the Icepocalypse, I can’t work this weekend and probably Monday, and that should give me the time to finish up and send it back out.

Then I need to edit my flash fiction entry for the Shallow Water theme given for next month’s posts, themed Rivers, if you’d like to participate. It’s a heart-breaking little story that probably affects me more than the reader, but it was still kind of startling how strongly writing it hit me. Like an emotional gut punch over and over. Hopefully, some distance makes it less painful.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Christmas playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Bring Her Back
Final Destination: Bloodline
9-1-1: Nashville series
Stranger Things series
Resident Alien series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to January 2023)

skate blades hiss
over frozen surface
swirls of particle ice
spin and twirl
finest graceful form
slice and cut
through frigid air
scarlet scarves flutter
in festive spread
full moon rising
over crimson ice

If the Fates allow: Friday Update

16 Friday Jan 2026

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books of horror community anthology, dracula retelling, necessity, short story, tales of sley house, the coffee pots are empty and all the zombies are here

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News:

“Necessity,” a funny bad bathroom horror story, was selected for the Books of Horror Community Anthology Part 1. You can pre-order it here, for release January 23.

You can also read “The Coffee Pots are Empty and All the Zombies are Here,” another funny horror story, this time work horror, in Tales of Sley House 2025. You can purchase the ebook or the paperback directly from the publishing company or from Amazon. My story is featured right on the cover, which is cool. This apparently came out in September, but it slipped by me.

Works in Progress:

Finished fixing/editing the Dracula retelling. I’m kind of leaning toward self-publication sometime next year, mostly for creative control and because I’m watching some nightmares unfold for other people struggling with getting their rights back, but I’m still not a hundred percent sure how I feel about going that route.

These edits took longer than I thought they would, so I’m going to have to push May Cooler Heads Prevail back again until after I do the double edit of Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), because if I wait much longer, I’m not going to meet the deadline I promised for getting that in.

I am writing a piece of flash as a palate cleanser, but as soon as that’s done, I’ll start on the N&F edits.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin (I’d finish this, but I’m honestly not sure where I put it)
The Shining by Stephen King
Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Christmas playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Holiday Road
Troll 2
Renfield
Primate

Stranger Things series
Resident Alien series
Dr. Pimple Popper: Breaking Free series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to January 2023)

the frost caught the spider
by surprise in her parlor
sending a blast of crystal
and the tiniest of icicle
across the net of her web
leaving both host and guests dead
in frozen gossamer lace
glimmering in the rise of day

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