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Summer chaos: Friday update

10 Friday Jul 2026

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Essays/Creative Non-Fiction, Short Stories, Writing

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, essay, Falling all to pieces, hannibal, poem

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News:

“Falling All to Pieces” has posted at Crystal Lake’s Patreon for the 19th Century Horror theme in the Shallow Waters flash fiction contest. ($5/month tier or higher for reading and voting)

Works in Progress:

I finished my rewatch of Hannibal and took copious notes and screen pics. I’m well into the essay and feel like I’m practically writing a book (it’ll probably end up novelette-length), but I’m enjoying myself nevertheless, having tons of fun talking about one of the things I’m semi-obsessed about. I might have enough material for another essay or several mini-essays, but I’ll wait before giving those a shot.

Every time I stop writing, I’m never sure if I’ll be able to write again. I might never grow out of that; it’s like performers who have stage fright their entire careers. It’s been twenty years since I wrote my last essay, because I burned way out writing them for college, with all my English and social sciences classes. But I know the format (in short, you tell them what you’re going to tell them; tell them; then tell them what you told them, macro to micro), I don’t have to strictly follow the format (because it’s not academia), and I have no plans to publish, although I might in the future. That opens me up to just writing for fun, and it’s been a long time since I did that.

Work has been chaos because I’ve been trying to take advantage of promotion opportunities, which gives me chunks of extra cash–necessary after the car woes earlier this summer and some clothing needs. I’ve had a few days off after not taking last Friday off, and I’ll be working this Friday, though I usually don’t, but not working tomorrow, which I usually do.

I don’t know if I can finish the essay tomorrow during my day off, but I’ll get a huge bit of it done, then grab bits until my next day off, I think.

It’s just good for me to try new writing things now and then. It uses different pathways in my brain, lights new cells. Neuroplasticity is healthy.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate (finished)
The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor

Things I’m Listening To:

Miranda Lambert
Fourth of July playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Hannibal series (finished)
Matlock series
America’s Got Talent series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to July 2022)

the bat in my belfry
shrieks in my ears
whisper echolocation
tinnitus alarms
and chews the meat
found among the
curved ivory cave
it calls home

Not your definition: Friday Update

03 Friday Jul 2026

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, essay, Falling all to pieces, hannibal, horror, poem, smell my feet

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News:

“Smell My Feet,” a piece of Halloween flash, was co-second place with two others at Shallow Waters. My 19th century horror flash, “Falling All to Pieces,” for Shallow Waters is one of the finalists featured this month.

The theme for Shallow Waters submissions this month is Mad Magic. You can check out the sub call here.

Works in Progress:

I’m on Season 3 of Hannibal and trundling along. I have many screen pics and many notes. I’ll be working a lot through Tuesday, but I’ll have Wednesday through Friday off next week, so I’ll be writing the essay then.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason (finished)

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Birthday Massacre
Fourth of July playlist

Things I’m Watching:

The Manchurian Candidate (1962)
In the Mouth of Madness
Hannibal series
Criminal Minds series
The Closer series
9-1-1: Nashville series (finished)
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to July 2022)

I never asked you for redemption.
I never clamored for your praise.
Offer none of your glad tidings
Or the unfortunate dead you raise.
No one cares about the scriptures,
Only that the debts get paid.
So build your sacred empires higher,
And see how fast the cons get made.

Here comes the sun, make it go away: Friday Update

26 Friday Jun 2026

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

Writing work this week looks like binge-watching the Hannibal series, which is the worst thing I can think of to spend my time on, really. Not having any fun at all.

No, but honestly, it’s been a little bit of a roller coaster, because I’ll think my essay concept is overthought, overwrought, too contrived, making something out of nothing, nothing but threads pulled out of nowhere, but then I’ll reach an episode where the evidence is overwhelming, and then the excitement reaches a fever pitch while I jot down my notes and take pics of relevant scenes.

I’m on S2 now, and a majority of the evidence and relevance is in S1, but I’m going to keep going in case I missed something. I already found something relevant that I didn’t notice the first time around.

Even if all I’m doing is rewatching Hannibal, it’s lower-stakes work, a good break.

I am starting to crave something more substantial, though. After this essay, everything else doesn’t require this level of research (although my Saw essay might come close, if I decide I need another full rewatch after just doing one recreationally). I can knock out a few more a little faster than this. Once I get all the essays that have been weighing on me off my chest, maybe I’ll find something chewier. I haven’t written much long-form, except Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) and Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), and that because of contract. I was fully committed to the stories and I’m really proud of them, but the 2024 election killed my muse quite a bit.

Even in the midst of worse horrors, I might be ready. I think I’ll work on We Follow You in the Dark rewrites first, though, because jumping into The Twelfth Wife kind of terrifies me.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Drift playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Hannibal series
The Closer series
9-1-1 series (finished)
9-1-1: Nashville series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series
NCIS series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

rocks fall
everyone dies
talk tall
everyone lies
the lava flow eats all
regardless of retort
there’s no acquittal
in this krakatoa court

Our better angels: Friday Update

19 Friday Jun 2026

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Essays/Creative Non-Fiction, Novelettes/Novellas, Short Stories, Writing

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, essay, halloween, hannibal, horror, may cooler heads prevail, novella, smell my feet

News:

Received my wonderful finalized cover from Don Noble of Rooster Republic Press, so I was able to finally upload the finished manuscript of May Cooler Heads Prevail to Amazon—ebook only, because it’s too short to justify a paperback, from my perspective. The story may eventually end up in a collection, if it feels appropriate to the thread. It’s too long for a short story or novelette but short for a novella, and it’s not horror but too grounded to be fully speculative… I just never knew what to do with it, so here it is, with the help of my editor to make it into something truly special.

“Is this a time for gods and monsters?”

A journalist who specializes in celebrity interviews finally gets the chance to meet the elusive Alice Proulx, who stands accused of allegedly setting public figures’ heads aflame. Together, they discuss her history, her philosophies, the responsibility of being a global citizen, and the contradiction of becoming an ethical vigilante.

From the author of DRIFT and DEEP DOWN comes an intimate examination of one woman’s choices in a world where checks and balances too often fail and the vile suffer no meaningful consequences.

Also, my weird Halloween story “Smell My Feet” for the Shallow Waters contest this month posted yesterday. You can read it at the Crystal Lake Patreon and vote for your favorite at the end of June in the $5/month tier.

Works in Progress:

I finished the 19th century horror story entry for next month’s Shallow Waters and cut it down under 1500 words. It was much more manageable than my first attempt for the theme, but still a challenge combining that gothic style with the brevity required for flash. I appreciated having to put in the extra effort to balance those two elements.

This means that I’m working on essays and creative non-fiction the rest of summer until I’m tired of it. I’m doing my Hannibal series essay first, which means I must rewatch Season One again, so soon after a recent rewatch. Oh no, what a terrible fate. (Haven’t even finished the Season Three rewatch yet, so I guess that’s happening after the Season One finale.)

I haven’t written an essay since college, for the very good reason that college burned me out writing them. That’s what happens when you’re an English Lit major with an affinity for the social sciences. You don’t write another proper essay-shaped thing until twenty years later, but only influenced by your favorite essays from your college era.

My mind is alight with ideas for this essay, though, and my notebook has things in it that I just had to jot down before I forgot them. I’m looking forward to coalescing those ideas into something more structured and formal, but still fun, because I’m not getting graded anymore.

Books I’m Reading:

It was All a Dream 2: Another Anthology of Bad Horror Tropes edited by Brandon Applegate
Cosmic Dyke Patrol by Lor Gislason

Things I’m Listening To:

Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist
Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

Clue
Midsommar
The Shining
Twisters

9-1-1 series
9-1-1: Nashville series
Hawaii Five-O series
Will Trent series
NCIS series
Home Town: Inn This Together series (finished)

Poem of the Week: (throwback to June 2022)

Somewhere in this world
A raven on a windowsill
Tilts its head
Turns its beak
And offers a crone
A shiny stone

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