This cold has been kicking my butt, for some reason, but I have made it to 33K on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite, hope to make it to 35K by the end of the day if I can avoid napping for too long. I’ve been getting a lot of sleep and reading plenty, which is uncommon for me. I hope I can sustain it when I can actually add cardio back into my routine.
I’m not sure if I’ll meet my goal of finishing by the end of the month. That disappoints me. But I don’t think it’ll take me much longer than that.
Books I’m Reading:
The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor The Violence by Delilah S. Dawson The Deep by Nick Cutter
Things I’m Listening To:
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist Halloween playlist
Things I’m Watching:
Enola Holmes 3 The First Omen Gone Girl Falling into Place The Blackening Best Medicine series Criminal Minds series The Closer series America’s Got Talent series Hawaii Five-O series The Following series
Poem of the Week: (throwback from Sept 2022)
do not concern yourself with enigmatic words of high-styled prescience too often only understood in hindsight or used as a bludgeon by those who fear what comes or who would bring what comes sooner useless prognostication or self-fulfilling prophecy
The pool spa is shaded in the mornings, and it was actually quite cool to dip in for the whole hour I was reading. When you get out and feel a breeze, it’s like having a little dose of fall in summer.
Plus, I’m writing a haunted experience novel and listening to Halloween. So it may be hot as hell here in Satan’s fajita skillet, but I try to make fall moments where I can. The brown leaves make me sad, though; that’s not fall, that’s tree exhaustion, and their distress distresses me.
News:
Nothing this week.
Works in Progress:
My body decided to catch another cold this week (I tested negative on all basic baddies). That’s two colds in four months, when I hadn’t otherwise gotten so much as a sniffle since starting the grocery gig. Still in the ‘feeling not quite like myself’ phase of it. Once I feel more like myself, despite persisting symptoms, I’ll probably be in a better place to push a little harder on the We Follow You in the Dark rewrite. For now, I’m being as gentle as possible, because I’m only sleeping properly every other night.
I’ve made it to about 21K words, which I would say is about a third of the way through. If I had wanted to get through the whole thing by the end of house/pet-sitting, I would be disappointed. I still think I’ll be able to get it done before the end of the month.
Books I’m Reading:
The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor The Violence by Delilah S. Dawson The Deep by Nick Cutter
Things I’m Listening To:
Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist Halloween playlist
Things I’m Watching:
Valentine Immaculate The Rite The Long Walk The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Prelude to a Wedding Ghosts (US) series The Closer series America’s Got Talent series Hawaii Five-O series Prodigal Son series (finished) The Rookie series (finished) The Following series
Poem of the Week:
squishy little yellow elephant i thought i forgot you left in a box in the burning attic with the other memories crinkle crinkle little star your soft yellow legs took you so far i don’t remember did i take you out? did i leave the door open? what else came through the door?
“Pick a Card” was posted at Crystal Lake’s Patreon for the Shallow Waters theme Mad Magic. (For $5/month tiers and up)
Works in Progress:
I’m pet- and house-sitting for a while, so we’ll see how the new environment affects my productivity. The company, of course, is adorable.
I finished my essay on The Others and The Awakening, 4770 words total, which means three essays done and dusted. I have a few more I want to do this year, but with the new venue, I want to work on something that doesn’t have required viewing, so I’m going to at least start on my rewrite of We Follow You in the Dark to make it more sellable. I’m not sure how this is going to go, especially since the original was good, but I think it’s worth a try while I’m waiting for edits to come in.
It reminds me of Nocturne, in that what will change is almost solely on the character side. There will be whole swaths of the novel that stays the same, which will hopefully help me get through this in less than a month. I’d love to finish it during the house-sitting, but I’m terrible at gauging how long things will take and I’d rather not get my hopes up that I’ll finish it up that quickly, even with extra days off work. As I’ve resolved to continue, I plan to be gentle with myself rather than push toward word goals or a conclusion. I won’t return to word goals until I start The Twelfth Wife later this year, and they’ll be less demanding than in the past.
Books I’m Reading:
The Jackal Man by Russell C. Connor Incidents Around the House by Josh Malerman
Things I’m Listening To:
Fourth of July playlist Let’s Hear It for the Girls playlist Eurielle
Things I’m Watching:
Buddy The Closer series America’s Got Talent series Hawaii Five-O series The Rookie series The Following series Private Practice series All Creatures Great and Small series (finished)
Poem of the Week:
from shadows, light strikes angles, curves, gleaming mouths, slavering ivory. freeze like rabbit in the way of a hare, little nose quivering against ordure and offal dragging along the floor. it shuffles, searching blind through your shuddering beam, then beyond. brief relief.
My interview with Crystal Lake Entertainment host A.F. Stewart is up on YouTube, where I talk about my inspiration for Question Not My Salt.
Question Not My Salt is also a March 2024 group read at the Goodreads discussion board Horror Aficionados. The Group Read thread hasn’t been created yet, but if you want to read along next month, feel free to join us!
I’m not too attached to rankings, but it’s been interesting watching QNMS’s since its release. It’s consistently higher than I’m used to my books being (in the hundreds rather than the hundred thousands), which means I’m getting modest but steady purchases. Out of Curiosity and Hunger ain’t doing too badly either (for me), since I’m a contender for the Indie Book Brawl at Books of Horror at Facebook, and people are starting to find it.
Works in Progress:
I’ve started applying for jobs and have no idea what my future holds or when, but as far as I’m concerned, my writing sabbatical is over, and that means allowing myself a little mental rest. This also means a certain amount of disorganized chaos. I intend to start editing in March, but there’s still a week till then.
I wrote a short story for a themed contest, and I have one more short story I’d like to write for a themed call. On a whim, I created a poetry chapbook that I’m not sure whether I’m sending in or saving for later, and I’m stitching it together today. Contemplating whether I have enough available short stories for a themed short collection. Having an existential crisis. Sad that our False Spring seems to have been the start of Actual Spring (although we’ve been known to have odd cold snaps in March-May). You know, the usual.
Books I’m Reading:
IT by Stephen King Midnight Blue-Light Special by Seanan McGuire Ending in Ashes by Rebecca Jones-Howe
Hostel: Part II Hostel: Part III Mandy Frozen (horror) Devil’s Pass Bite Buffy the Vampire Slayer series (watchalong) Angel series (watchalong) CSI series The Mentalist series The Irrational series (finished) Helix series (finished) Queer Eye series Abbott Elementary series All Creatures Great and Small series Murder, She Wrote series
Poem of the Week:
for four hundred years i abstain chalice dry length of long tongue desiccated
No writing news this week, actually. We’re kind of between calls, and most of what’s coming out later this year has been announced.
Works in Progress:
It’s a new month, so August calls are done and September calls have begun. I just sent a small slate of pieces where appropriate, and there are a few more calls opening in the next few days I’ll send out, too.
Mostly, I’ve been working on We Follow You in the Dark. I finished the first round of edits and cut about 9K words from the story, so now it’s around 55K, which might be too short to try to sub to agents as a novel, like Question Not My Salt, but I guess we’ll see once I’m finished with second-round edits, which should be today or tomorrow. I was worried I’d have more to do on this second round because of how demanding the first round was, but nope, it’s still just polishing. I’m not complaining.
We Follow is resurrecting all kinds of nineties nostalgia for a shopping mall now dead and gone that meant a lot to me as a kid. It inspired some poetry in the editing process. In addition, my daily Quill & Crow Crow Calls have been inspiring some horror lyrics. They’ll probably get turned into poetry, but I like song structure.
After We Follow, I have a novel under my other name to edit. Then I have a few small-long projects I’m thinking about just buckling down and tackling through some intensive writing months. There’s not much short story writing on my docket except for flash contests, unless a call really inspires me, but we’re heading into spooky season, which tends to bring out more calls.
Books I’m Reading:
IT by Stephen King Discount Armageddon by Seanan McGuire Cruel Summer by Wesley Southard The Flame and the Flower by Kathleen Woodiwiss
Music I’m Listening To:
Ruelle Tina Guo Lindsey Sterling Agnes Obel Buffy the Vampire Slayer score Neverworld’s End by Xandria The Heart of Everything by Within Temptation Mirrorball by Sarah McLachlan Modern Alchemy by Zayde Wolf Moulin Rouge albums No Moment but Now by Wendy Colonna
Things I’m Watching:
America’s Got Talent series Dr. Pimple Popper series CSI series CSI:Miami series Murder, She Wrote series White Collar series The Great British Baking Show: The Professionals series (finished) The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt series Locke & Key series
Poem of the Week:
these two hands joined perfect union tie the satin ribbon white and pure around their wrists bind together loyalty and love tighter smooth insidious dents burst capillaries knot again between clasped fingers dye the fabric a deep red tighter