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Amanda M. Blake

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Amanda M. Blake

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False fall: Friday Update

13 Friday Sep 2024

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crooked house, dracula reimagining, fairy tale mashup, gothic horror, the damp, the thorns series, vampire novel

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News:

As I posted earlier this week, Crooked House (Thorns 5) is out in e-book and now trade paperback.

Kindle e-book
Trade paperback
Universal link to all other vendors

I’ll probably put out the playlist as soon as I’m finished with DRI.

It’s mind-blowing to me that a series I’ve worked on and scenes I’ve envisioned since 2012 have been put to page. There are more stories planted in the first five books that seed the way for the next four or five, but the completion of the fifth book is the culmination of everything started from the very beginning. It’s a glorious soft conclusion, although I’m looking forward to the next era of Thorns novels that starts next year with Heart and Heads (Thorns 6).

If you enjoy shows such as Grimm and Once Upon a Time, novels like the Splintered series, the Magic Shop series, and the Lunar Chronicles, and authors like Robin McKinley, Gail Carson Levine, and Donna Jo Napoli, I think you’ll really enjoy the Thorns series. If you’ve been waiting until the series is finished, that might take a while, but the soft conclusion should satisfy you while you wait for the rest.

Works in Progress:

I finished The Damp when I thought I would, on Saturday morning, when I jotted down less than a thousand more words to finish the thing. As a story that’s been knocking about my head for longer than I care to admit and had one failed effort to write it in the previous decade, I’m so immensely relieved that 1) I wrote it and 2) I think it’s good.

It threw me off schedule a bit. I certainly didn’t plan on writing a novella, because it means I have nothing to offer several novelette calls, which are rare and I usually try to take advantage of them when they happen. I had planned on a novelette that took me four to five days to write; I ended up with a novella that took a week and a half. Technically, at 48,202 words (amended from what I reported on social media after some last-minute adjustments), it’s more a short novel by some standards, but I’ll likely cut it down under 40K during edits.

It’s just as gothic as I wanted it, with more body horror than I thought I was going to manage, and more erotic content than I planned, but it was relevant to the story, and I wouldn’t quite call it erotic horror so much as horror with erotic elements.

I took the weekend off, then outlined DRI on Monday. At this point, my perimenopausal uterus decided to give me a heavier period a little over two weeks after my last one (why?!), so Tuesday was tough and I didn’t get much writing done. However, although I usually dislike outlining, I had real fun coming up with all the epistolary pieces for DRI on Monday. This novel is going to be unusual for me in every way, I can tell, not least in that I’m writing it out of order.

I’m normally an Alpha and Omega writer; I write beginning to end, with very little variation. But I tried that the last time I wrote DRI, and I finally had to stop at 75K words (why?!) because the characters became quite different than intended and ruined the trajectory of the story, even though the writing was still flowing. There were some intriguing developments, and I’m not averse to letting characters alter things or making adjustments, but the writing plodded to a halt because it stopped working. So I wrote some notes and put it aside to try again later, as the Magic 8 Ball advises.

I never write out of order, but because this is an epistolary of disparate media, it might be the best format to try, and maybe by writing the destination first, I’ll be better equipped to set up the journey. And that’s exactly what I’ve done this week: I’m writing the end (all but the final final scene, which I’ll save for last). These scenes have been strongest and so significant in my head over the years, and they’re the most important pieces to the puzzle that I wouldn’t have been able to reach in the original effort. Already, I’m more confident with my ability to go backward, knowing what everything should be aiming at.

I’m also not writing to a word count, although I’m trying to write as much as I can. Everything’s being worked on in different documents to put together at the very end. This is a situation when Scrivener might actually serve me, but because this is so atypical for me and I’ve worked in similar ways with poetry collections, I think I’ll be okay. I’m keeping an informal word count in my spreadsheet and update it every time I close a finished document, because that helps me feel like I’ve made Progress (like crossing things off my outline), but I don’t have a word goal per day, which is also new.

I have a good feeling about writing DRI all ‘wrong.’ I’m only at the beginning—the honeymoon—but it’s feeling good, right. I’m concerned it’ll actually be longer than I planned (what a surprise). My original and preferred projection was 60-80K words, but given the length of the outline, I’m wondering if it might push 100K or more. Of course, some of these sections will be so short, I may not have to worry. I’m still aiming for finishing by the end of the month, if possible.

Things I’m Reading:

Needful Things by Stephen King
Why Didn’t You Just Leave edited by Nadia Bulkin and Julia Rios (finished)
Found edited by Gabino Iglesias and Andrew Cull

Things I’m Listening To:

Fleurie
DRI playlist
Dracula collection playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Damaged (2024)
Tamara
Warriors of Virtue
The Blob (1988)
The Ward
Hatchet
The Bone Collector
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
American Horror Story: Cult series
Unsolved Mysteries (Netflix) series
Supernatural series
Grey’s Anatomy series

Poem of the Week: (from September 2021)

Sultry the evening
Heavy hanging
In low dark clouds,
In creeping mist
Through the maze
Of verdant weeds
And tall grass
Concealing indolent serpents,
While wheeling above,
Crows call like ravens,
Framed by flashes
Of blue light
In the hungry belly
Of an impending storm.

CROOKED HOUSE is out!

09 Monday Sep 2024

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CROOKED HOUSE, the fifth book in the Thorns fairy tale mashup series, is officially out (paperback TBA; universal link to non-Zon vendors here)! This is a soft conclusion for the series, in the sense that if I die tomorrow, it’s a satisfactory ending, although there are more books to come, and I start working on Book 6 in 2025.

Shoving dirt: Friday Update

16 Friday Aug 2024

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crooked house, meridian, poem, proofreading, the thorns series

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News:

Nothing this week.

Works in Progress:

Proofreading Crooked House (Thorns 5) took longer than anticipated, because for the life of me, I could not focus for long stretches of time. However, I got it done, and it’s now with my formatter. I’ll have to get the cover updated after that, but then it should be good to go.

It’s a soft ending for the series, with more books to come, but it’s wild that I’ve managed to get this far and that scenes that have been with me since the beginning have been put to the page. I’ve spent so much time with these characters that they’ve become like friends, and I’m looking forward to having more adventures with them.

I also just finished a first-chapter edit for Book & Candle (Meridian 5) so it can be included as a preview in Avarice & Creed (Meridian 4), coming out in October. (Preorder here.)

I’m going to take a short break to wallow in self-pity and get through the worst of my period. On the other side of it, I’ll work on a body horror novelette that I’ve had on my to-write list for over ten years, tentatively titled Ooze for now.

Things I’m Reading:

The Tommyknockers by Stephen King
Why Didn’t You Just Leave edited by Nadia Bulkin and Julia Rios

Things I’m Listening To:

Thorns playlists
Snow White & the Huntsman soundtrack
The Huntsman: Winter’s War soundtrack
The Village soundtrack

Things I’m Watching:

Truth or Die
Supercell

Not Dead Yet series (finished)
Abbott Elementary series
Resident Alien series (seriously, some of the best comedy on TV right now)
S.W.A.T. series
Grey’s Anatomy series
Kitchen Nightmares series
America’s Got Talent series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

if it does not
consume me
from toes
to teeth

let it starve
beneath my
bed sheets

we will not
be alone
at least

Expected inquisition: Friday Update

09 Friday Aug 2024

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crooked house, editing, interview, meridian, merry writer podcast, poem, proofreading, the thorns series

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News:

I had an interview with the Merry Writer Podcast yesterday. I think it went really well and lasted longer than I thought it would. We covered the writing process, the benefits of self-publishing vs. traditional publishing, long form vs. short form, and how horror movies address and face emotional distress. It won’t be available for a while (April 2025), but it was a lot of fun! I don’t usually like talking about process, but since I’ve had some changes, it’s a little more interesting than before.

Of course, thanks to social anxiety, I was completely useless until the interview happened, but I got back on the proofreading horse afterward.

Works in Progress:

I finished the double edit of Book & Candle (Meridian 5) and started on the proofreading of Crooked House (Thorns 5). It’s going slower than I’d like because I’m having trouble focusing. When I can keep my attention, it moves so fast, though. I think I just need to put my computer on airplane mode and force the focus.

After the proofreading and the Olympics, I’m taking a pity party. I’ve been feeling in need of one. Still getting a plethora of rejections, and they don’t bother me on an individual basis, but when I think about all of them sitting there clustered in my rejection folder… Just makes me feel heavy and tired. I just want to lie down, watch The Day After Tomorrow, and catastrophize and get angry at my brain and body for not doing what I want it to do.

Things I’m Reading:

The Tommyknockers by Stephen King
Why Didn’t You Just Leave edited by Nadia Bulkin and Julia Rios

Things I’m Listening To:

American Idol singles
Amidst the Chaos by Sara Bareilles
Amidst the Chaos: Live From the Hollywood Bowl by Sara Bareilles
Anastasia soundtrack
And So Much More by Linda Eder
Thorns playlists

Things I’m Watching:

Tarot
The Outwaters
Horsemen

Young Sheldon series (finished)
Not Dead Yet series
S.W.A.T. series
Grey’s Anatomy series
Kitchen Nightmares series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI: Miami series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

staggering through the crooked mile
with all my things strewn behind me
roadkill broken smashed discarded
on the hissing simmering asphalt
i am unladen more burdened than ever
soles worn through with no finish
line in my squinting sunburnt sight

Human masks: Friday Update

02 Friday Aug 2024

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, meridian, poem, snot

News:

“Snot” made it to third place in last month’s Shallow Waters flash fiction contest.

I also sold a poem, but I’m not sure whether I can share more details than that.

Works in Progress:

Summer is a slow time for horror writers, and the markets have gone down in general, too. However, things start kicking up in August, and I submitted two novels, some poems, and at least six short stories yesterday alone. Crossing my fingers, but I’ve learned not to necessarily hold my breath.

I finished the first edit of Book & Candle (Meridian Book 5), and I’ve started on the second round. Ideally, I hope to finish it by the end of the weekend so I can proofread Crooked House (Thorns Book 5). After that, I have a novelette and a novel to tackle.

Things I’m Reading:

The Tommyknockers by Stephen King
Why Didn’t You Just Leave edited by Nadia Bulkin and Julia Rios

Things I’m Listening To: (as you can probably see, I’ve started just listening to all my music alphabetically)

Within Temptation
Aida soundtrack
Aladdin (1992) soundtrack
All I Ever Wanted by Kelly Clarkson
All of Me by Mandy Harvey
All That Echoes by Josh Groban
All That For This by Crystal Bowersox
Alright, Still by Lily Allen
Amaranthe by Amaranthe
American Idol singles

Things I’m Watching:

Anaconda
Twisters
S.W.A.T. series
Grey’s Anatomy series
Kitchen Nightmares series
Hoarders series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Supernatural series
White Collar series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

give two children a tree to climb
they will eat from its fruit
give Pandora a box and say
it must never be opened
deflect the blame for the
inevitable enviable curiosity
of those who never knew better
until seeds were sown
and knowledge released

Fiddling: Friday Update

19 Friday Jul 2024

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crooked house, crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, editing, meridian, poem, quill & crow, renascentum, snot, the thorns series, vernal

News:

She’s a saint. He is sin. Under my other name, Avarice & Creed is available for pre-order! There was a prompt somewhere at some point suggesting a subversion of Hallmark Christmas movie tropes by having a sweet young woman teach a cruel demon CEO the meaning of Christmas. In this case, we have a ‘virgin sacrifice’ of forced marriage to a billionaire avarice demon. I love all my stories for all sorts of different reasons, but I’ve noticed that my green-cover novels linger with particular fondness in my mind. (See also, Skeletons (Arcanium Book 9), which received less love than I have for it.)

My violent spring poem “Vernal” is featured in Renascentum, Quill & Crow’s Crow Calls Volume VI, which you can buy here.

“Snot,” my sea horror flash fiction, should post tomorrow at the Crystal Lake Patreon for the Shallow Waters flash fiction contest.

Works in Progress:

I’m a little less than halfway through the professional edits of Crooked House (Thorns 5). I’m still enjoying little special surprises I forgot I wrote. Period cramps hit yesterday, so I’ve been struggling, but I should be back to form tomorrow.

Books I’m Reading:

The Tommyknockers by Stephen King
Why Didn’t You Just Leave edited by Nadia Bulkin and Julia Rios

Things I’m Listening To:

Agnes Obel
Lily Kershaw
Abyss/Ascent playlist

Things I’m Watching:

The Ruins
NCIS series
So Help Me Todd series
Kitchen Nightmares series
Hoarders series
The Amazing Race series (finished)
America’s Got Talent series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Supernatural series
White Collar series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

i will rise from the pandemonium
you cast me into as though the chaos
of angels singing is not cacophony
our wings the mechanism of angelic demise
if we cannot bear flight or halo in our own name
then we will rise on cloven hooves
and balance wreaths on our horns
we will ascend anew and walk our way
not to paradise but a garden of earthly delights

Ants at the picnic: Friday Update

28 Friday Jun 2024

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health, leg injury, masque, novel, pickleball, poem, pride month, pulse massacre

News:

No writing news, but in personal news, I’m walking, swimming, and up to 30 minutes on the elliptical, so I decided to take a chance on playing pickleball with my next-door neighbors. Everywhere else hurt, but my injured leg did not (although with compensating muscles stiff and aching, my leg ended up having some trouble for a few days).

It’s a helluva hellish season to start playing, and I need to figure out how to better protect my face from the sun, since it burned again despite sunscreen, but I’m already getting better second time around. It’s a lot of fun. (And hopefully less stiffness and aching this time. After the injury and due to other experiences, I suspect I’m slower than normal with muscle recovery in general. I feel like I’m not old enough for it to just be getting old, but with 40 creeping up in the next few years, maybe I’m wrong.)

Works in Progress:

I did the math and wished I hadn’t. Here, halfway through the year, I only have an 8% acceptance rate, two of them no-pay and only one was HWA pro rate. It generally hasn’t been a very successful year, and when I’m unemployed, the rejections hit harder from a financial standpoint (I did recently have a very nice personal rejection, though). There’s still another half year to go, and I know this is just how it sometimes goes. I have to keep reminding myself that the universe doesn’t actually punish desperation.

I’m this close to finishing Masque at almost 110K words. Period and post-flu fatigue got the best of me and pulled my daily word counts farther back than I would like. I will not be able to finish writing and editing the novel this month, given that we’re only a few days from July, so I’ll set it aside to edit later, which I think might be for the best. Sometimes I like it, but sometimes I think I’m the most horrible writer ever, which tells me to put some distance between us. I’m not entirely happy with the ending, but I get the feeling I’ll like it better upon the next read-through.

I am, however, really proud of myself for writing Masque, for taking the chance on a freaking ambitious story—in style and scope, given historicals (even alts) are not my forte—and committing myself to it with exceptional discipline (until ill health hit, but that’s not my fault and I shouldn’t penalize myself for it). More importantly, for finally tackling something I’ve wanted to do for a long, long time. I don’t know if anything will come of it. I came up with the idea pre-COVID, but there’s no getting away from the influence of COVID in the novel, and people might simply not be interested in plague stories for a long while. But I’m still proud of myself for doing it.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Nocturne playlist
Old Favorites playlist
Bach organ music

Things I’m Watching:

The Little Mermaid (2023)
Ghosts (US) series (finished)
The Rookie series
Kitchen Nightmares series
Summer Baking Championship series
The Amazing Race series
America’s Got Talent series
Abbott Elementary series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Supernatural series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week: This lyric poem was written last year as a way to process the 2016 Pulse Massacre, 49 dead. I’m always late to the processing party. But it seems like a good way to conclude Pride Month.

a moment to remember
lifetime to forget
branded brass and
dust to dust
envy to ecstasy
a crater of regret

karma in a coma
mad fate lurks with teeth
slaughterhouse wild
kills and cries
an indifferent sky
and carnage beneath

you taught us to die
you’d rather we lie
so we fight to live
what more blood and sacrifice
would you have us give
no matter where
we need to hide
we are still alive

mirrors shatter
to spiderweb glass
on the dance floor
let all of the
othered world burn
a multicolored mass

heads held high
under brick-dust rust
a hundred needles
dirty for nothing
silent genocide
held breath hushed

you taught us to die
you’d rather we lie
so we fight to live
what more blood and sacrifice
would you have us give
no matter where
we need to hide
we are still alive

a moment of silence
what did quiet get us
dance dance revolution
blow out your eardrums
no thoughts no prayers
don’t let them forget us

we’ve both got rings
show us where to sign
where you get yours
and we get ours
and no one else
gets what’s mine

maybe sometimes we’re sex
and sometimes we’ve love
nothing wrong to hold
to sink and close
eyes in the dark
can’t that be enough

you taught us to die
you’d rather we lie
so we fight to live
what more blood and sacrifice
would you have us give
no matter where
we need to hide
we are still alive

A string of requiems: Friday Update

21 Friday Jun 2024

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News:

Last year, I wrote one of my favorite long poems about the beauty, passions, and sorrows of the crone, set in a near-future fantasy world where feminine power is celebrated. It took a while, but “All of Us Witches” and its wonderfully me parentheticals found a home with Small Wonders Magazine. You can read it for free at the link.

The Table of Contents for Renascent: Crow Calls VI from Quill & Crow Publishing was revealed this week, too, and my poem “Vernal,” a sestina about a vicious spring, will be included in the anthology coming out July 15.

Works in Progress:

Last week was a mixed bag. Did a day trip for my nephew’s birthday party, which meant good writing both ways. I experience car sickness, but writing isn’t like reading because I’m not focused so much on the words I see, so car trips are good writing times, at least. However, I discovered on this trip that what I thought were allergies or a cold was actually the flu when a fever and accompanying headache hit. The next day, my brain couldn’t brain while it continued fighting the fever, so there was no writing of any kind. I started feeling better about Tuesday. I’m still recovering but nowhere near as mucosal, thank goodness, because I’m so annoying when I blow my nose. I’ve managed to get some good word counts in, despite dealing with the ambush of fatigue. However, as I type, my period’s starting, which isn’t going to help, either. I should be at about 90-95K words, but I’m at 87K, which still isn’t too shabby, all things considered. (I promise I’m resting.)

As things are, I’m not sure I will be able to finish writing Masque in time to do two rounds of edits before the end of the month, but I’m still going to try. As I’ve reached the last act, I’ve had to alter my outline, so the ending looks different than it did and is actually sooner than I thought it would be. It’s doable to finish in the next three days, I think, although to make the end of the month deadline, I’d need to be finished writing today, alas. I’ve accomplished a lot in the month so far, but naturally, all I can see is how I likely won’t meet my goal. Also won’t be able to write that short story I wanted to do for a deadline on the 23rd, but that’s okay.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Delain
Nightwish
Bach’s Requiem Mass
Mozart’s Requiem Mass
Baroque and other classical music playlists
Paganini vs Vivaldi

Things I’m Watching:

Volcano
Mirrors
Cabin Fever: Patient Zero

Under the Banner of Heaven series (finished)
Maryland series (finished)
Will Trent series (finished)
Kitchen Nightmares series
Summer Baking Championship series
The Amazing Race series
America’s Got Talent series
Abbott Elementary series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
Supernatural series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

these bizarre incidents have no explanation
officials say
citizens are urged to stay indoors after dark
and lock doors
close curtains and avoid looking at lights
in the sky
and should someone knock on your locked doors
do not open or
ask who’s there

The mask is my face: Friday Update

14 Friday Jun 2024

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News:

None this week. Should have something next week, though.

Works in Progress:

My effort to write and edit a novel in one month continues apace. At this point, it seems doable, but demanding.

Masque reached 60K words last night, and if things go according to schedule, I might be finished with the writing by next Friday-ish. I wrote a lot in my outline so I wouldn’t forget, so I’m having trouble gauging how long each part left will take. But I’m enjoying marking them off as I write them (and not having to figure things out as I go, but my attention/memory is such that each new part is still a recalled surprise). I’m not sure at this point how good anything is, but the words have been flowing and I’ve been having a wonderful time world-building and trying to write Victorian romance in the time of plague.

On the other hand, I really dislike research, which is part of the reason why I rarely do historicals, but here’s me with my second historical in less than a year. Sure, it’s alt-Victorian, so I can fudge some of the details as pertains to the alt and how it might have changed things, but it still requires research. And I’m one of those people who can’t research before I begin, because I do have some working knowledge of the era but don’t know what I need to know until I get to the point that I ask the questions. Don’t get me wrong. I love learning new things. I just don’t like the way it slows me down.

Writing at a 5K/day pace is already tough, but last weekend I pushed it up to 6K words to even out the word count, then also wrote and edited a piece of flash fiction on Sunday (for Flash on the Fly through Death Knell Press, so I wasn’t mismanaging time; it’s impromptu by design). By the end of the weekend, I was exhausted. Mentally wiped.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Nightwish
Beyond the Black
Kamelot
Hannibal soundtracks

Things I’m Watching:

The Omen (2006)
My Bloody Valentine (2009)
Silent Hill: Revelation
Summer Baking Championship series
The Amazing Race series
America’s Got Talent series
Abbott Elementary series
CSI series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
9-1-1 series (finished)
Supernatural series
Murder, She Wrote series

Poem of the Week:

under a massive magnolia
with buckeye in one pocket and
smooth flint in the other
red clay dust on soles
and hem of my pants while I try
not to think about bloodsuckers
crawling up my legs or sweat
dripping my back sticky as
end of summer honey
lazy smoke in the air
charred meat and burning gasoline
i cradle a blossom lantern for the shadows

Never early, always late: Friday Update

07 Friday Jun 2024

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alternative history, damien, gothic, masque, may cooler heads prevail, novel, novelette, novella, plague, the omen

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News:

Nothing to see here, other than fact that it seems appropriate that I’m finally watching all the Omen movies around the time of Damien’s birthday (which my nephew shares). I’d only ever seen the 2006 remake prior to this (it’s largely faithful to the original and I actually appreciate it more after watching the original), but I wanted to watch the rest of the franchise before tackling The First Omen, which I hear good things about.

Works in Progress:

I finished May Cooler Heads Prevail at 21,633 words. I still can’t say whether it’s a novelette or novella, since it could go either way in edits. I’m really pleased to have that concept story written and waiting for me when I’m ready to work on it again.

I then proceeded to throw my previous schedule out the window to attempt writing and editing a full alternative-history gothic novel, Masque, before the end of the month. I’m doing it to try to make a novel submission call, but also for myself. This story has been with me for years, probably since the mid-2010s. I’ve put off writing it all these years because it was one of those ideas where I would think, I’m not ready for this one yet. I need to cook more as a writer before I even try. I still have stories like that, and I’ve had stories that I tried to write before I gave myself time to cook.

I’m not sure whether I’m ready, but I’m 25K words in and still going strong. It helps that I wrote a comprehensive outline, which I think I will do for every story going forward so I can see where I’m going without having to hold the whole story in my head at all times. I just don’t have the attention bandwidth for that anymore, so my methods have to change. But the timing couldn’t be better, because it occurred to me while I was writing that I would not have been in the best position to write a plague story prior to COVID. I can and have read about plagues, but going through a pandemic answers questions you don’t think to ask and don’t always know where to find the answers.

The other wonderful thing about this story is that I’m going full-out gothic prose, with long sentences and giant paragraph blocks, whatever my heart desires. I cut my teeth on 18th and 19th century literature, and even Stephen King was of a more elaborate and gothic style for his time. The way I think very much resembles how these stories’ syntax was structured. I’ll clean and tighten it up in edits, of course, but it’s been fun letting the style run wild for now.

I’m going for my usual 5K words per day that I try to do for a novel. In theory, banging this novel out is entirely doable, depending on how much longer it is than my initial estimate of 100K words. As usual, we’ll just have to see.

Part of the reason for writing the novel instead of editing Crooked House (Thorns 5) is the frustration that I am still not employed and cannot yet spare the formatting costs. But as soon as Masque is completed, I’ll start Crooked House‘s final edits anyway. I may or may not be able to tackle a short story before the conclusion of a June call, but I can’t promise anything, and the story for it is more undefined than I’d like.

Books I’m Reading:

Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Pop playlist
The Village soundtrack
Knowing soundtrack
Sacrificium Instrumental Versions by Xandria
Nightwish

Things I’m Watching:

The Omen (1976)
The Exorcist: Believer
Pearl
Five Nights at Freddy’s
Damien: Omen II
Omen III: The Final Conflict
Omen IV: The Awakening

Summer Baking Championship series
The Amazing Race series
CSI series
CSI: Miami series
CSI: NY series
9-1-1 series

Poem of the Week:

no matter what you do
whether you spin the world
off axis
untether sky
from earth
steal worth
from paper and precious metals
stain great lakes red
marry the newly freshly dead
you can always count
on family
to stand with you
at the altar

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