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Feast days: Friday Update

29 Friday Nov 2024

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dracula reimagining, editing, horror, novel, question not my salt, screams, six, unhallow'd guests

News:

Question Not My Salt is 99c for an ebook (for those without KU) through December 3. Question Not My Salt also got a great shout-out from Paul Preston at Books of Horror.

Screams, edited by Judith Sonnet, is also coming out next week, December 1, through Amazon. You can pre-order it now. My short story about being haunted by a number, “Six,” is part of this anthology.

Works in Progress:

I went ahead and let Unhallow’d Guests go for now. I am in no state to write, and I’m just going to have to accept that. I’ll probably try easing back into it with short stories in the new year, but considering that the inauguration hasn’t even happened yet, who knows if I’m going to be in a better state then.

I’ve started editing the Dracula reimagining. That’s also slow, in part because of family in town this week. I’m hoping I have more of an attention span next week. I still may not be in the best state to properly edit this on a developmental level, but I can at least clean it up. I also may not be able to take joy in this like I did last month, but I’m still reminded how much my brain gloms onto Dracula things, regardless of anhedonia. So I’m probably enjoying it somewhere in my brain, but I can’t feel it.

I don’t like when I can’t write or edit, because then I feel like I’m doing absolutely nothing, and I don’t need help feeling useless. I’m still aiming to finish editing the DRI and Masque by the end of the year.

Things I’m Reading:

The Apocalypse and Satan’s Glory Hole by Timothy W. Long and Jonathan Moon
The Fisherman by John Langan
Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier

Things I’m Listening To:

Nightwish
Dracula soundtracks

Things I’m Watching:

Murder, She Wrote: The Last Free Man
Alien: Romulus
Abigail

The Christmas Cookie Showdown series
Holiday Baking Championship series
Holiday Wars series
White Collar series
Ghosts (US) series
Abbott Elementary series
The Irrational series
Broadchurch series
NCIS series
Columbo series
9-1-1 series
Doctor Odyssey series
Supernatural series
Grey’s Anatomy series

The tiny little rabbit: Friday Update

15 Friday Nov 2024

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Novels, Series

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election day, meridian, screams, six

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I didn’t miss this. Every day a fresh hell, and we’re not even in the vestibule. I’m scared every day, and it makes me want to be silent, blend into the background, play dead. All my creativity is gone. I don’t see the point, which of course means there’s tremendous need, but that doesn’t mean anything here.

My mind is an endless series of worst case scenarios and knowing how incredibly possible they are, and that they are certain people’s endgame (one of the only defenses I have against catastrophizing is telling myself the odds). It’s the little glimmers of hope that seem far more fragile and entirely dependent upon the enemy of my enemy being my friend. If he hadn’t won, those who voted for him wouldn’t have felt like this every time they wake up. This isn’t normal.

I hate this. I hate this world. I hate that it’s falling and didn’t have to, could have been prevented, that everything is of our own making yet out of so many people’s control. I don’t see a solution if no one has been willing to do what must be done every step of the way.

I really don’t think I’m going to make it out of this. I feel like I already died.

News:

Screams, from editor Judith Sonnet, is available on Godless now, if you don’t want to wait for it to be available on Amazon. My haunted-number story “Six” is part of this no-theme, old-school horror anthology.

Works in Progress:

I went ahead and scrapped the last book in the Meridian series, and this was before Election Day, so I can’t blame that. It just wasn’t working for me at all. If I can cobble together something new by this time next year and anything matters, I’ll write the novel, but if not, Meridian will just have to be seven novels, because I couldn’t come up with something fresh. It all felt like rehash of something I’d already done, and I can do that endlessly with theme but not really with characters.

I started on a pet Halloween-themed project that brings the Dracula characters into roughly the nineties, but the election stole my hope and joy and now I just don’t see the point. I’m going to try to continue it just for fun, but even that scares me, so… I don’t know what to do. I want to be brave and fierce and rebellious and resistant, but I’m just not.

I was able to complete the proofreading edit of Book & Candle (Meridian 5) and send that in. Pre-orders start in the new year.

Things I’m Reading:

The Apocalypse and Satan’s Gloryhole by Timothy W. Long and Jonathan Moon
Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton

Things I’m Listening To:

Svrcina
Nightwish
The Ring/The Ring 2 soundtrack

Things I’m Watching:

Practical Magic
Haunt
Gonjiam: Haunted Asylum
Legally Blonde the Musical
You’re Next
The Deliverance
The Sudbury Devil

The Irrational series
Elsbeth series
Matlock (new) series
Broadchurch series
CSI:NY series
CSI series
NCIS series
Columbo series
S.W.A.T. series
9-1-1 series

Show me your teeth: Friday Update

27 Friday Sep 2024

Posted by amandamblake in A Few Thoughts, Novels, Short Stories, Writing

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anthology, dracula reimagining, gothic horror, judith sonnet, leg injury, novel, poem, screams, short story, six

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News:

Another break in the dry spell of short story acceptances: My story “Six,” about being haunted by a number (inspired by my obsession with maths while in fever dreamstate, not even kidding, it’s a recurring thing), is going to be part of Screams, edited by Judith Sonnet. I’ve been wanting to work with her since we were both in Ruth Anna Evans’ Ooze, so this is a real treat. It’s not a themed anthology but is meant to be a throwback to classic horror, from gory and pulpy to quiet—just downright spooky or scary. It’s slated to come out on Christmas.

Somewhat eerily, “Six” was finally accepted after six rejections. *Twilight Zone theme song*

I also had another job interview today, and I think it went really well. Crossing my fingers.

In leg injury news, my legs are almost completely back to normal except that the original injury isn’t recovering. It’s healed. There’s no pain, no tugging, but it must have healed with too much tangled fibers or scar tissue, because the muscle remains atrophied. The muscle isn’t working, so the other muscles continue to overwork, and the whole leg is weaker. I can’t up the resistance on the elliptical machine, but I can do a whole hour now without reinjuring. I can play pickleball with more vim and vigor. I can walk without pain, although I still start out stiff and sometimes limp a bit. So I still have to be careful going forward, because all these injuries have made me more susceptible to reinjury, but I think I can fairly say that this is as good as it’s going to get, and since that’s without pain, I’ll take it, even it isn’t the ideal outcome.

Works in Progress:

I’m still working on the Dracula retelling. I don’t think I’ll finish by the end of the month, but maybe by next Friday or the end of that weekend? I’ve got to say, the way this book is flowing for me is quite amazing, and it’s so much fun. And I’m incredibly thankful for the outline; it keeps me on task. I have detail for every scene regarding what elements are most relevant and why they’re important. A lot of the verbiage is dialogue, which I like to keep naturalistic, occasional tangents and all, so I sometimes forget what the point of a scene is. So it’s nice having something I can reference to remember where I’m going.

I’m at around 70,000 words and still have three pages’ worth of outline to tackle. I did skip forward earlier this week to do one of the really important scenes, then jumped back to fill in the undone bits (not quite caught up, but close). Otherwise, I’ve actually been working chronologically, to develop the character and conflicts set forth by future scenes already written.

I wouldn’t be surprised if this ended up hitting 110-120K words. To be clear, I envisioned this as a taut, modern reimagining at about 60-80K. The way I viewed it, the shorter size would justify the changes to the story and the found media (new epistolary) format.

I’m not disappointed, per se. As I said above, I’m having a blast, because this has been a dream project, and it’s going so much better than the last time I tried to write it. But it’s not what I wanted it to be, I’m not sure it’s justified as anything but a novelty pet project, not sure if I’ll be able to get it short enough to effectively go on sub. I’m not sure what it is or what to do with it now that it isn’t what I set out to write. Are the formatting and changes enough to keep it interesting to other people who love a good Dracula reimagining as much as me? I guess we’ll know the answer to that eventually.

Things I’m Reading:

Found edited by Gabino Iglesias and Andrew Cull

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist
Dracula collection playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Anacondas: The Hunt for the Blood Orchid
Columbo series
Abbott Elementary series
Shogun series
America’s Got Talent series (finished)
American Horror Story: Cult series
Worst Ex Ever series
S.W.A.T. series
Supernatural series
Grey’s Anatomy series

Poem of the Week: (from September 2021)

I bring with me
A harvest of sour apples
And slices of honeycomb
Cut with soft cheese
Drizzle with honey
This must have been
What the serpent offered
I too would have fallen
For a cool breeze
And a sharp feast
Served on scales.

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