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Dead man’s arms: Friday Update

10 Friday Oct 2025

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a coup of owls, glory to god, halloween, meridian, novel, poem, short story, wandering lights, Writing

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News:

My story “Wandering Lights,” about a small town’s post-trick-or-treat ritual, gets second life as a finalist for this month’s Dark Festivities theme at Crystal Lake’s Shallow Waters flash fiction contest. ($5/month tier and up). The original printing was in Halloween Horrors: 13 Tales of Terror, which is free on Kindle Unlimited.

A Coup of Owls Press is trying to drum up backers for their novelette anthologies, and they’re struggling in part because of the US tariffs and customs issues. In sharing what they’re aiming for, they provided some insight into my gritty, grimy, glorious goddess-at-a-gloryhole story Glory to God, which is part of their Dark Paths anthology. If you’d like to help the press out, check out their Kickstarter.

Works in Progress:

I’m at 55K words, aiming for 58K words by the end of the day. I keep upping the anticipated end word count. I’m at 110K now.

I wrote out single-word sections of the book before I started, my version of an outline. There are a total of eight. For some reason I’ve only completed two at this point, and that concerns me greatly. Sure, some of the sections are probably shorter than others, but I’m still worried. I always overwrite in the first draft because of how I warm up into writing. On working days, I’m writing 1K words, but it can take me 500 words to properly warm up, and then before you know it, I’m done for the day and have to do other things. (The warm-up words are not necessarily useless; I’m just more likely to meander while I figure out my direction. I get good stuff out of that sometimes, but not always.) But is the ambitiousness of the story going to take me to Thorns-level first-draft word counts? I feel like I don’t have time for this.

On the other hand, glad that I’m able to write at all in this madness, so… And the story has continued to entertain me, although I’m still afraid it’s too ambitious and won’t stick the landing. It took me years of rewrites to figure out Nocturne, years before I was confident enough to tackle Masque, years before the Dracula reimagining worked the second time around. I’m at the point in my writing career that I’m trying to take on the more complicated stories floating around my head, but I may still not quite be there for everything.

On the other other hand, though, I start to lose patience with not being close to the end of a novel by about this point, a month out. Over two months is pushing it. I wonder if I can get myself to push my daily word count on working days to 1.5-2K…

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Ready or Not
SWAT series
Hannibal series
Where Whatever the F You Want series (finished)
All Creatures Great and Small series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to 2023)

i would never be accused of
wallowing in my own sorrow
but may i render this ground
unhallowed with dripping salt
seeping into the ground soil
downhill of the cursed gallows
from where the mortician carries
my son to grave upon the morrow

She devil: Friday Update

03 Friday Oct 2025

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meridian, novel, poem, Writing

News:

Nothing this week either.

Works in Progress:

I managed to reach my goal of crossing 40K words before the end of September on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8). I should pass 47K words by the end of the day. It’s still a lot of fun, but although my goal word count is 95K words, I suspect I’m going to go well over due to overwriting issues. This is what happens when I have 1K-word days. It takes me five hundred words to properly get back into the scene, and then it takes me five hundred words again the next day, ad nauseum. However, I’m still very pleased with where it is and where it’s going. The center is holding.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Knock at the Cabin
White Noise
Hannibal series
All Creatures Great and Small series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week:

what do i have to do to get some
eyes in my direction? must i
enucleate the lot, keep them in a
glass jar so that i can direct your gaze?
or would you rather go blind staring
into the sun with cages for your eyelids
so that you cannot blink, only burn?
do i have your attention now?

Chasing cars: Friday Update

19 Friday Sep 2025

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cramps, crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, eviratum, meridian, novel, poem

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Had the absolute worst cramps I’ve had a very long time yesterday and had to cut my afternoon work short. Since starting this work, I’ve been able to work through the bad cramp days, but this was an 8-9 on my pain scale for about three hours, highly unpleasant, and pain amnesia means it all feels like a dream I had. Fortunately, they’ve receded to manageable or quiet since, but man, it was bad. And now I have to work this afternoon to make up for what I missed. Sigh.

News:

“Eviratum” has been posted on Crystal Lake’s Patreon as a finalist for this month’s flash fiction contest on the theme Music Horror. It doesn’t appear to be one of my more popular ones, but I’m still just happy I was able to write it.

Works in Progress:

I’m at 24,025 words on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), so around a quarter through, and I’m finally at the point that things start getting more interesting (on a supernatural level). I had to pause the writing on Wednesday and Thursday to edit the first chapter and send it in so it could be included as a sneak peek in Tooth & Claw (M7, coming out in October).

I’m still happy with the story, and this is around where I kept getting stuck on all previous incarnations of T&C, so I assume N&F is still a good story to work on, which is such a relief.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Stir of Echoes
The Long Walk
The Monkey
The Rookie series (finished)
Matlock series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Wear Whatever the F You Want series
Halloween Baking Championship series
Hoarders series
The Rookie series

Poem of the Week:

corvid conversations calm me in the morning
mockingbird repertoires incense me at night
and i admire the wrens’ full-throated song
for despite their size they trill like bullets
in the distance the kites call to their mate
while the mourning dove mourns hers

Rocking chair: Friday Update

12 Friday Sep 2025

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a nightmare for all seasons, in the dollhouse we all wait, infiltration, meridian, novel, out there, poem, sans press

News:

I shared yesterday that I have another book being indie published, this time by Crystal Lake’s extreme horror imprint Torrid Waters, which published my last extreme horror novel, Question Not My Salt, too. In the Dollhouse We All Wait is full novel length around 90K words (QNMS is around 55K), and it is highly unpleasant. However, I devoted all my effort in this novel to unflinching horror, so if you can tolerate the trigger warnings, I hope you (don’t) enjoy yourselves. It should come out in 2026.

When I sign a contract for a long-form piece, I get cake. So I had an impromptu tea party with Erin last week, as you can see.

“Infiltration,” which is one of my favorite horror stories that I’ve written, came out on September 7 through the Sans. Press anthology Out There, about horror beyond boundaries. “Infiltration” is a beautiful seaside love story during a strange red tide. You can get the book in ebook, paperback, and hardback.

I received my final outstanding rejections for poems in A Nightmare for All Seasons. That means that, as soon as I finished my present WIP, I’ll finish out the seasonal horror poetry collection, just in time to enjoy the Halloween Parade. It’s pretty much done, just need to check the extra page matter and get a proof copy to make sure everything’s good.

Works in Progress:

The words sometimes flow better than other times, but I’m keeping up with my word count goals, other than on Monday when I was sick and headache-y. I was really worried I wasn’t going to be able to write it, but though I’m not in love with everything I’ve written so far, it’s a lot easier to fix words that are there versus not there, and I’m still happy with the story itself. Having trouble grounding characterization, but maybe it’ll get easier when I change my characters’ venue.

I’m presently at 17K words, with a general goal of 85K.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Deadgirl
Will Trent series (finished)
Matlock series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Wear Whatever the F You Want series
Halloween Baking Championship series
Hoarders series
The Rookie series

Poem of the Week:

i ruminate as i masticate
crisp autumn leaves
anticipating a harvest apple
crunch but this cinnamon
season often disappoints:
a belly of decay and
a throat on fire

Introducing…

11 Thursday Sep 2025

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announcement, creepy doll, crystal lake entertainment, extreme horror, horror, in the dollhouse we all wait, novel, torrid waters

My very extreme horror novel In the Dollhouse We All Wait has been picked up by Crystal Lake’s Torrid Waters imprint, for publication in 2026. They previously published my other extreme horror novel Question Not My Salt.

A little Criminal Minds meets The Island of Dr. Moreau, the new live-in nanny to a grown-up girl meets her mansion-filling doll collection–including ones that aren’t really dolls.

I didn’t set out to write extreme horror, but the stories lend themselves for that direction sometimes. In the Dollhouse isn’t particularly pleasant and is even more extreme than Question Not, but both QNMS and ITDWAW are frogs-in-boiling-water horror, which I can’t imagine in any way reflects the present state of the world /s. This is not for the squeamish. It is for those who like the darker side of an already dark genre.

If it’s not your thing, that’s okay! I have other works coming out in the next few years that you can enjoy, like Masque in 2027, which is far more mainstream.

(The doll is Erin, and she was mine when I was little. She’s presently enjoying second life with my niblings when they visit.)

Persist: Friday Update

15 Friday Aug 2025

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crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, eco horror, editing, growing things, meridian, novel, Series

News:

On August 10, “Growing Things” was posted for this month’s Crystal Lake Shallow Waters contest theme Eco-Horror. It’s available to read for $5/month tiers and up. This is a solid month for entries and a generally popular theme. I’ve really enjoyed reading them so far.

Works in Progress:

I finished the proofreading edit of Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) and sent it back to my editor. As you can see above, it’s available for preorder at Totally Bound and Amazon, for general release October 28—just in time for Halloween. All about a young veteran hunter who learns the facts of life from a vampire and a werewolf. Getting back to my Sanctuary trilogy and Nocturnal Creatures trilogy roots, I guess.

I’m taking a short break to work on two flash pieces and hopefully finish up reading Langan’s The Fisherman. Then I’ll dive into Never & Forever (M8), the last Meridian novel. Hard to believe I’ll have two trilogies, a serial, and two series under my belt with my other name once that’s finished.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Texas Bigfoot by Lyle Blackburn

Things I’m Listening To:

Pop music playlist (I’m pretty much just biding my time until I feel comfortable turning on my Halloween/horror playlist, which will be immediately followed by my Christmas playlist after Thanksgiving or whenever I finish my next horror work)
Wonderland soundtrack

Things I’m Watching:

CSI series
Private Practice series
9-1-1: Lone Star series
Home Town: Takeover series (finished)
Say Yes to the Dress: Tan France series
America’s Got Talent series
The Rookie series

Poem of the Week: (throwback)

lurking deep
in steaming trench
slumbering
in the womb
of earthen heat
waiting out the cold
tentacles drift
with venting exhalation
the quaking rumble
of its snores
may it continue
its sweet dreams
and never wish
to wake

Sweating bullets: Friday Update

18 Friday Jul 2025

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editing, glory to god, meridian, novel, novelette

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Seriously. So hot. Humid. No breeze.

News:

No news this week.

Works in Progress:

I took on the “Glory to God” edits for A Coup of Owls and turned it back in. Still so pleased with that grimy little story.

My publisher got the edits for Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) back to me faster than anticipated, so I’m working on that now. I hope to be three-fourths finished by the end of the day. I have a few extra days off of work, today and Monday, so I should be able to finish by the end of Monday. I’ll probably work on some short stories while I’m waiting for the final proofreading edit to come back. Then I’ll start writing the last Meridian novel, Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8). We’ll see if I’m capable of writing something long again.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Texas Bigfoot by Lyle Blackburn

Things I’m Listening To:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Score album
Hannibal TV show soundtracks
Synthesis by Evanescence
Taking Chances by Celine Dion

Things I’m Watching:

Predator 2
The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
CSI: NY series
CSI series
9-1-1 series
The Amazing Race series
Say Yes to the Dress: Tan France series
America’s Got Talent series
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series

Poem of the Week:

futility is concrete
blocks on my feet
looking for a lake
shuffling along
spark-ridden tarmac
burning skin with rubber
such a long way
left to go
till the water
swallows the heaviness
to steam

Introducing…

10 Thursday Jul 2025

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announcement, masque, novel, published, quill & crow

I’m incredibly thrilled to return to the Q&C fold, this time with my beautifully lush novel Masque—a bucket list story, with influences from historical romance, gothic fiction, noir, slashers, and body horror, and I can’t believe it’s going out into the world in 2027.

And, like Drift, it’s probably one of my more mainstream stories as well, accessible to a wider audience without as worrying of a warning before reading. I can’t wait for you to read it, but we’re both going to have to be patient.

Storms to summer: Friday Update

13 Friday Jun 2025

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car troubles, crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, editing, meridian, novel, poem, Series, submission call

News:

In personal news, I finally got my car A/C fixed. It’s been years, but for the sabbatical year and the unemployment year, I could just drive when my A/C wasn’t struggling so hard or I didn’t drive at all. I put it off for as long as I could to try to amass some savings to cover it, but starting pretty much today, we’re moving from storm season to summer. Last Sunday, I tried to get ahead of the derecho hitting the NTX area, but I failed and ended up delivering in nearly opaque rain conditions at night. Which was fun. In a totally not fun way. Now we’re heading into ‘sweat just by existing outside’ weather, so I’m super glad my air conditioner is no longer just blowing slightly less hot air when the sun is shining on my car hood. Expensive, but damn, worth it. I also got to read a big chunk of The Fisherman while I was waiting all morning.

If you’d like to help me cover the cost of car repairs from the last few months, I wouldn’t say no to buying your author a Ko-fi or buying one of your author’s books. There have been a lot of expenses lately and not quite enough income. It’ll start equalizing soon (I hope), but I wouldn’t refuse a little help. I’ll start posting poetry here again, so think of it as tossing a penny to your poet, if you can spare.

In writing news, I forgot to share the submission call for this month’s Shallow Waters flash fiction (<1500 words) theme at the Crystal Lake Patreon last week. It’s Mystical Listicles! Usually the theme is content-based, but I felt like shaking things up with a form-based theme, to see what people bring me. For full sub info, click here, but here’s the gist:

“This is something I sometimes saw during my fanfiction days. It seems like a perfect structure for flash fiction, and I’d like to see what horror can bring to the form. These can be top ten fave or least fave lists, twenty interesting facts, fifteen things to do or not do at a location, instructions, grocery lists…whatever checks your boxes and terrifies. They can be utterly random, subtly narrative, or a story in beats (and they don’t necessarily have to be supernatural, I just like the rhyme).”

You don’t have to be a member of the Patreon to submit, become a finalist, or even win. You do have to be in a $5/month tier or higher to read other finalists and vote.

Works in Progress:

I’ve been editing short pieces that have been sent back to me from publishers, and I got Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) problems fixed then a chunk of it edited over the weekend, but since then it’s been slow going (not least because I spent all Tuesday morning at the car place). A lot of real life things and real world things getting in the way. However, I’m happy with where the novel is right now, and if I can concentrate for longer than five minutes, maybe I can polish it properly.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Playlist of the Damned edited by Willow Dawn Becker and Jess Landry (finished)
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Haunted Plano, Texas by Mary Jacobs

Things I’m Listening To:

Silent Hill playlist
Piece by Piece by Kelly Clarkson
Poetry for the Poisoned by Kamelot

Things I’m Watching:

The Nun
Watson series (finished)
Jeopardy Masters series
WandaVision series
CSI: NY series
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series
The Equalizer series

Poem of the Week:

homeless nameless loveless heartless
i am someone’s daughter under this sky
i didn’t crop from nothing
like Venus from the sea
a spontaneous lifeless seed
discarded or left for dead
does someone dream of me

We all float down here: Friday Update

06 Friday Jun 2025

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floaters, masque, meridian, novel, stories to take to your grave, undertaker press

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News:

My story “Floaters,” accepted for Stories to Take to Your Grave, through Undertaker Press, is available to read for free here. It’s not so creepy as Pennywise. Instead, it’s a hopeful little thing imagining a different kind of interment after the oceanic ecosystem collapse.

Works in Progress:

I did manage to finish the edits for Masque on Friday night and pared down the synopsis and wrote the pitch on Saturday before sending it out on submission, so I met my deadline and my goal. After that, I was worn out and had work to do, so I haven’t gotten a lot done, but I’ve made a few alterations on Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7), and I should finish up the fixes on it before doing the second edit, which shouldn’t take too long.

And I’m starting to do flash poetry again, after a break of a few months.

Books I’m Reading:

The Fisherman by John Langan
Playlist of the Damned edited by Willow Dawn Becker and Jess Landry
Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin

Things I’m Listening To:

The Phantom of the Opera at the Royal Albert Hall album
The Phantom (Maury Yeston) Original Cast Album

Things I’m Watching:

Moana 2
Fear Street: Prom Queen
The Equalizer 3
Earthstorm series (finished)
Jeopardy Masters series
Say Yes to the Dress series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Brooklyn Nine-Nine series
The Equalizer series

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