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Waking up tired: Friday Update

28 Friday Nov 2025

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News:

Good things happened, but nothing to share yet.

Thanksgiving went well. We had tacos, but I still made my sweet potato casserole, as is required of me. It came out really well, not quite as sweet as usual.

Works in Progress:

I’m in the penultimate section of Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) and slowing down in general, really ready to be done. I think if I can get through this section, the rest will be gravy. I haven’t planned this section very well, but the hard part is just convincing myself to work on it. I wanted to be finished by today, which isn’t happening, in part because the novel definitely turned out much longer than anticipated.

I also can’t watch anything new or listen to Christmas music until I get this done, because I’m in an established pattern I don’t want to break (semi superstitious, related to sensory associations). I think a stressful week of grocery shopping for other people during the holiday rush (which I expected on Wednesday but not Monday and Tuesday) hasn’t helped. Before working for IC, I rarely went anywhere near retail during peak holiday shopping days. I don’t think I anticipated how it would affect me. The weekend shopping starting tomorrow should be calmer, even though I’m still bracing for impact as though it’ll still be as bad. It’s usually the busiest time of the week, but the pressure not to ruin people’s holidays won’t be there anymore.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist
Instrumental horror movie soundtracks

Things I’m Watching:

Thanksgiving
Matlock series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
SWAT series
America’s Got Talent series (finished)
Great British Baking Show series

Poem of the Week:

staggering the streets
no one comes out at night
maybe it’s the screams
crackling like dead skin
from my deteriorated throat
they lock their doors
against the dead
walking famished
in the dark

As we know it: Friday Update

21 Friday Nov 2025

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A beautiful king cobra at the Dallas Zoo

I’m late today because I went to the Dallas Zoo as a belated part of my birthday celebration. I enjoy learning more about the animals, but it’s a bit overstimulating, so I needed to unwind to feel more like myself and less like I needed to sleep for twelve hours.

News:

Nothing to report this week.

Works in Progress:

I received my edits for May Cooler Heads Prevail, and I think I’ll need to sit with them a while to figure out what to do to fix a few of those issues. I also noticed that I gave her the penultimate rather than the final version, because I am a bobo brain, so maybe I’ve already fixed a few of the issues. I’ll get to this one either before I edit In the Dollhouse We All Wait or after, depending on when I receive those edits.

I’m at 118K words today on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8). Because of the zoo visit, I’ll probably not do a whole 3K words today, but I’ll shoot for hitting 120K. I don’t know what the scenes after this long one will take… Might have to expand the end count to 135K or 140K. I don’t think the denouement is very long, but the next big scene is significant. Still looking to finish around Thanksgiving weekend. I’m really ready to be done, though.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist
Silent Hill playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Matlock series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
SWAT series
NCIS series
America’s Got Talent series
Great British Baking Show series

Poem of the Week:

the shadow right behind
the back of my sordid mind,
a tenebrous reflection
of my moral dereliction.
shall we dance the waltz
on every last one of my faults?
or would you rather sip tea
with the two-face you see?

A little night music: Friday Update

14 Friday Nov 2025

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a swirling light, crystal lake shallow waters flash fiction, meridian, necro-sapiens, poem, short story, zombie lesbian bed death

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News:

“Zombie Lesbian Bed Death” is a zany short story featured in the Savage Realms Press anthology Necro-Sapiens, the third in their Anthologies of Horror series, this one focusing on the undead. I didn’t think it would ever find a home, so I was thrilled when it was selected, because it was perfect for this anthology. And it’s got a great cover, if you want to check that out at the link.

“A Swirling Light” was posted yesterday for this month’s Shallow Waters Flash Fiction contest at Crystal Lake’s Patreon, for their Halloween encore theme. The characters may or may not have been inspired by my niblings. ($5/month tier to read and vote)

Works in Progress:

Still going on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), not out of this long scene yet. I’ll hit 112K by tonight. End count has been amended up to 130K words. Sigh. Keep in mind that I cut about 20-25% of a book in the initial edits.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist
Silent Hill playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Jurassic World: Rebirth
The Pale Blue Eye
Red Dragon
Matlock series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
SWAT series

Poem of the Week:

the ritual of the clock
of the tick tock commanding me
when to move when to rest
when to eat when to run
when to work when to swallow
check the numbers check yourself
measuring the days by the
ding dong ringing on the hours

Have a heart: Friday Update

07 Friday Nov 2025

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cemetery songs, chrysalis in chrysanthemum, come in from the cold, dark paths, gavagai, glory to god, meridian, novelette, poem, short story

News:

Finally have the links to some of these released stories, plus one more.

“Chrysalis in Chrysanthemum,” my hardest-to-type title and a historical pregnancy body horror story, was chosen as an Editor’s Pick on Gavagai, a new site for horror writers and readers. You can read it for free at the link.

“Come In From the Cold,” another story in my “Lullaby” universe, is available now in Cemetery Songs Vol. 1 through Eldritch Cat Press. It’s a quiet, cozy kind of horror story, like the original. I loved revisiting this cemetery. The theme of the anthology is a cat, a song, and a graveyard. It’s free through KDP.

“Glory to God,” my grimy, irreverent novelette about a goddess and a gloryhole, is out now at Amazon in Dark Paths: A Queer Horror Romance Collection. This is one of my favorites, so don’t sleep on it.

Works in Progress:

Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) is still chugging along. I should cross 100K words today. As soon as I’m done with this admittedly long section, the end will be in sight, thank goodness. What’s curious about this story to me is that there’s not a lot happening, but I’m still enthralled because so much of it is character friction rather than plot friction. I’m still not sure how much it works, but hopefully I can smooth out the sharper or wandering edges in edits.

My editor for In the Dollhouse We All Wait is in the middle of his edits now, and my indie editor for the May Cooler Heads Prevail novella is getting started as well, so I may need to shuffle some things around my schedule to adjust for receiving those, which means delaying We Follow You in the Dark rewrites and the Dracula reimagining adjustments. And I still need to put A Nightmare For All Seasons out, but it may simply be better to wait for spring, which is the season that starts the collection.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist
Silent Hill playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Halloween II (2009)
Haunt
Muppets Haunted Mansion
M3gan 2.0

SWAT series
Hannibal series
Matlock series
CSI: NY series
CSI series
Great British Baking Show series

Poem of the Week:

bone scored and
sinew snapped
muscle a ragged ruin
caves and crevices
made of feast flesh
on a forest floor
left a claw behind
and fur in the cracks
and tracks of long paw
rat ventures into
savaged tunnel and
makes a brief warm home
where it can eat the walls

Like a normal human being: Friday Update

24 Friday Oct 2025

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To the tune of “This is Halloween”: This is 39. This is 39. 39. 39. 39. 39.

Let us not speak of it again. I’m not entirely sure what happens after 40.

News:

Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) came out on October 18. A demon hunter from childhood meets a vampire and a werewolf who don’t kill, and they introduce her to a different world than the short, bleak life that she’s been raised in. This particular story was originally supposed to be a standalone, but the first two attempts to write the seventh Meridian novel didn’t work, and it shared some features with the standalone idea, so so I pulled them together to fix the problems. I’m really pleased with the result. Sort of like Skeletons (Arcanium Book 8), it’s a bit of a subversion of the usual themes in Meridian, which keeps things interesting for me.

Works in Progress:

I should reach 82K on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) by the end of the day. Definitely at a difficult point, but I think as long as I get it on the page, I can fix it in edits. I’m actually having a really good time, during both the spicy scenes and the regular scenes. That happens when you have characters you like hanging out with.

I need to cut down a short story this weekend, but then I should get back into N&F.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Sleepy Hollow
The Haunted Mansion (2023)
Black Phone 2
SWAT series
Hannibal series
Matlock series
All Creatures Great and Small series (finished)
Is It Cake? Halloween Edition series (finished)
CSI: NY series
Halloween Wars series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to October 2023)

don’t mistake my
calm solitude and
solemn attitude
with local witch
in a moment
I can make
an abrupt and
wicked switch

Waiting for you: Friday Update

17 Friday Oct 2025

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News:

Nothing to share this week.

Works in Progress:

Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8) is definitely looking long. I wouldn’t be surprised if it went past 120K in the first draft. Nothing wrong with an ambitious novel, but it definitely tests my patience.

Taking an extra day off a week is helping, though. Usually I only take one day off a week, but October is complicated anyway, and I needed the extra 3K-word days to help me feel like I’m moving forward more. Of course, it makes me crave the days I did nothing but write and could get 21K words a week instead of 11K. I’ll survive. I’ll hit 69K by tonight. In my list of nine story beats, I’ve crossed out four, and I’m almost through five.

Can’t believe that when this novel is done, I’ll have finished writing the Meridian series. Feels like a whirlwind. That’s taken years.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

The Witches (1990)
The Craft: Legacy
Haunted Harmony Mysteries: Buried at C
Dracula Untold
SWAT series
Hannibal series
All Creatures Great and Small series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week: (throwback to 2023)

i don’t understand
why the celebration
as we creep ever nearer
to your cruel revelation

why would you encourage
unnecessary acceleration?
long as you’re spared damn
the rest of the population

i cannot condone the
vacuous participation
in widespread violence
and genocidal devastation

all in the name of
joyful damnation
by a merciful God
of glorious creation

She devil: Friday Update

03 Friday Oct 2025

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News:

Nothing this week either.

Works in Progress:

I managed to reach my goal of crossing 40K words before the end of September on Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8). I should pass 47K words by the end of the day. It’s still a lot of fun, but although my goal word count is 95K words, I suspect I’m going to go well over due to overwriting issues. This is what happens when I have 1K-word days. It takes me five hundred words to properly get back into the scene, and then it takes me five hundred words again the next day, ad nauseum. However, I’m still very pleased with where it is and where it’s going. The center is holding.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Knock at the Cabin
White Noise
Hannibal series
All Creatures Great and Small series
America’s Got Talent series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week:

what do i have to do to get some
eyes in my direction? must i
enucleate the lot, keep them in a
glass jar so that i can direct your gaze?
or would you rather go blind staring
into the sun with cages for your eyelids
so that you cannot blink, only burn?
do i have your attention now?

Zombie room: Friday Update

26 Friday Sep 2025

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I’m putting up Halloween this week, which is always a good time, and after getting COVID/flu jabs and the accompanying side effects, plus the dog’s gastroenteritis, I needed that little hit of dopamine.

News:

Nothing to share at this point.

Works in Progress:

I miss getting a lot of word count in every week, which allowed me to move forward a lot faster and combat some of my natural impatience, but I’m still glad that the story is working enough for me to cross 30K. I wanted to be halfway through by the end of September, but that doesn’t look like it’s going to happen. I also wanted to be finished before the end of October, but that also doesn’t look like it’s going to happen, which disappoints me. I wanted to be working on We Follow You in the Dark rewrites during Halloween.

But I did get my first chapter in to the publisher so they could put it in at the end of Tooth & Claw (Meridian Book 7) as a teaser, and I sent in the official book information for Never & Forever (M8).

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Hell Fest
Until Dawn
Nope
The Haunted Mansion (2003)
Abigail
Black Phone
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Halloween Baking Championship series

Poem of the Week:

bleached bones in a seated position
against the bone-dry boulder behind
rusted metal in a vehicle frame
a fitting headstone for the former
person who thought waiting for rescue
was easier than picking a direction

Rocking chair: Friday Update

12 Friday Sep 2025

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a nightmare for all seasons, in the dollhouse we all wait, infiltration, meridian, novel, out there, poem, sans press

News:

I shared yesterday that I have another book being indie published, this time by Crystal Lake’s extreme horror imprint Torrid Waters, which published my last extreme horror novel, Question Not My Salt, too. In the Dollhouse We All Wait is full novel length around 90K words (QNMS is around 55K), and it is highly unpleasant. However, I devoted all my effort in this novel to unflinching horror, so if you can tolerate the trigger warnings, I hope you (don’t) enjoy yourselves. It should come out in 2026.

When I sign a contract for a long-form piece, I get cake. So I had an impromptu tea party with Erin last week, as you can see.

“Infiltration,” which is one of my favorite horror stories that I’ve written, came out on September 7 through the Sans. Press anthology Out There, about horror beyond boundaries. “Infiltration” is a beautiful seaside love story during a strange red tide. You can get the book in ebook, paperback, and hardback.

I received my final outstanding rejections for poems in A Nightmare for All Seasons. That means that, as soon as I finished my present WIP, I’ll finish out the seasonal horror poetry collection, just in time to enjoy the Halloween Parade. It’s pretty much done, just need to check the extra page matter and get a proof copy to make sure everything’s good.

Works in Progress:

The words sometimes flow better than other times, but I’m keeping up with my word count goals, other than on Monday when I was sick and headache-y. I was really worried I wasn’t going to be able to write it, but though I’m not in love with everything I’ve written so far, it’s a lot easier to fix words that are there versus not there, and I’m still happy with the story itself. Having trouble grounding characterization, but maybe it’ll get easier when I change my characters’ venue.

I’m presently at 17K words, with a general goal of 85K.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Rose Madder by Stephen King

Things I’m Listening To:

Halloween playlist

Things I’m Watching:

Deadgirl
Will Trent series (finished)
Matlock series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Wear Whatever the F You Want series
Halloween Baking Championship series
Hoarders series
The Rookie series

Poem of the Week:

i ruminate as i masticate
crisp autumn leaves
anticipating a harvest apple
crunch but this cinnamon
season often disappoints:
a belly of decay and
a throat on fire

A breeze: Friday Update

29 Friday Aug 2025

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In reference to the break in heat, not life in general. We usually don’t get this break until mid or late September. I ain’t complainin’.

However, my car battery died last Friday, which means I can’t listen to my chosen tunes while driving for a while (tends to blow the radio fuse). I’m pretty much iHeartRadioing it until I can get the fuse fixed or replaced.

I was lucky, though, that my battery died 1) close to home so my dad could give me a jump and 2) literally across the street from an AutoZone, so I could get it replaced quickly. There was a whole kerfuffle through my work as a result that led to a 24-hour review, but time off unpaid was also time to write. There was some other work-related stress that’s still lingering tightness in my chest, but I’ll get by. It can join all the other stress of watching my country collapse into sadistic, incompetent fascism, so there’s that.

News:

My short storm story “The Glitter of Bile,” set in my hometown and based on a strange cloud I swear I saw once (but might be confusing a dream for memory), is free to read at Cosmic Horror Monthly’s site (originally published May 2024).

Works in Progress:

As usual, things are taking longer than expected. I finished the last short story, a piece meant to be under 1500 words. I completed it at over 3000 words. I knew it was bloated, but after the first two editing passes, things got harder to cut. However, after six full passes, I finally got it under the word count. If it doesn’t get accepted, earlier passes might still be good for longer word-count calls, but I’m happy where it’s at.

Next is starting Never & Forever (Meridian Book 8), which seriously intimidates me, because I haven’t written a full novel since before the election, and I’m not positive I’m able to now. I’ve made promises and have obligations, and that’s a lot of pressure. My word count goals won’t be what they used to be. I hope to finish, though, before end of September, mid-October at the latest.

And if I can get through it, then I can rewrite We Follow You in the Dark as a treat. Honestly, I love the original version; I simply can’t sell it. I anticipate I’ll enjoy it just as much the second time around, from a different angle. I already wrote a novelette in the same universe. I like doing things like that.

Books I’m Reading:

Raising Loki: A Memoir by Elliot Manarin
Texas Bigfoot by Lyle Blackburn

Things I’m Listening To:

Abyss/Ascent playlist

Things I’m Watching: (I’ve been having trouble committing to movies or demanding TV shows lately.)

Will Trent series
CSI series
CSI: NY series
Private Practice series
9-1-1: Lone Star series
Say Yes to the Dress: Tan France series (finished)
Wear Whatever the F You Want series
America’s Got Talent series
Hoarders series
The Rookie series
NCIS series

Poem of the Week: (throwback)

we never look at the stars anymore.
in our defense, most of us can’t
see past the haze of our own light.
and even when every last gleam
has blinked out to the winking stars,
our straining, struggling eyes
can only see our reflections
and cosmic apparitions of the dead.

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